23rd September 2008

Here's the deal kayys ..

I'm not posting my views anymore; just feel like, hey, no point to post something when no one's gonna read it.
Everyday, just boring. What else? .__."

Yea.. I didn't go to school today? Why? I just fucking hell don't feel like going..
I only think maybe studying at home is better than wasting my time at school where I don't learn things anymore like I used to.
Who says school sucks? Sure someone does, not only me.
7 days more I think .. o.o

Sad i'm going back tomorrow , I still OWE $2.40 what the fuck lols.
Tomorrow humm .. Do I really care about the stupid energy conversation bla bla bla?
Don't think so, im indifferent about that stupid project . YAWN =O
But It's just damn boring tomorrow!! T.T
Know what they say about wednesday? Hum day ... hummmmmmmmm.... .__."

Nvm can wake up late tomorrow wahahaha ,
the worst is i'm facing miserable idiots tomorrow ,
speechless .......................................................................

Great i'm getting back my lit paper, I know I failed but , whatever.
Chemistry later than followed by english .. ENGLISH?!! DAMN BORING CAN SLEEP MAN !
Hate english lor .. boring somemore that's the worst thing.

8 days since my com went down .
Don't know when I can get the com back , AUDI GT NEW PATCH........
friday i chiong go PCBunk ba .
I haven't touched audi for like 8 days?
Rawr i have alot of thoughts,
should I open a FAM when im back in november ? Don't know luhh , kan kan xian -.-

OKAYS STUDYING TIME! SIGNING OFF, Sayo :D

22nd September 2008

HIS: THINKING +

I Don't feel like posting today's post of the week today.
Ran out of ideas anyway.
I will just post it tomorrow if possible.

Anyways,
I'm not going to school tomorrow,
don't feeling like attending school, 8 DAYS MORE LEFT WHY GO?
Tomorrow is POA anyway! Going through the dumb corrections and I just can't be bothered with it! xPP
& I can't bear to be in Physics class hahas!
Maths corrections I will find the own answers myself at home.
There's no assembly; 1:30 everyone's OUT!

The worst part of this month is, I'm disappointed with my prelim results. >.<"
I hated to study for it, maybe that's the reason WHY I failed my prelims.
Prelim II, have to pass ALL (Except POA) even if I don't like it.
28 days left to the 'O's and I'm still not giving up without a fight, I have to keep holding on, its too late to quit.
I have already started this race and I don't wish to call it quits!
& I WILL FINISH THIS RACE EVEN IF IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE.

School is freaking me out sometimes, the teachers, friends, just everybody.
Haha and I always liked to come to school when I first came here, but now, NOT ANYMORE. Its amazing, school can turn into a nightmare in a matter of time.

Yea, I still owe Li Jing $2.40 for the physics worksheets, I'll give it on wednesday. Though it's urgent that the money comes in ASAP.

Here's the funny thing,
Even when my friends have teased me for so long, I'm gonna miss them when we go seperate ways next year. I don't know but, I guess its my intuition. I don't wish to see all my friends in school next year repeating. Hope to see them in poly or even JC, not even a thought of ITE!

It does shows maybe i'm being over-sensitive about how my friends teased me, they treated me well in fact, but the sad thing is, I don't see it..
Come wednesday, that should be the time where I want to change to be more closer with my friends, mingle with them.
AFTER ALL, ITS MY LAST 1 MONTH WITH THEM IN SCHOOL! TT I'll start to treat my friends better, its now then I realised that all along, they really made me feel part of them even though I don't interact with them so much .

What can I do tomorrow? PCBunk in the afternoon after my studying? Maybe ..
I plan to study maths tomorrow, don't have really anything much better else to do.

All rights gotta sleep soon! SIGNING OFF NOW!
BYE :DD

22nd September 2008

Mundane Monday .
Ohh goody , monday starts again, 9 DAYS MORE IN SCHOOL !

School was boring as usual, nothing really interesting happened today.
Got back my english prelim result (The rest got it back last thursday but I wasn't there on that day.)
Ohmigosh I got C5 again! .__.
No matter, it's only the prelims part I, can do better in part II.
28 Days left to 'O' Levels. I'm starting to revise from today onwards.
I know I hate studying, can't deny it but I don't have a choice.

Still excited over the fact that the SSS &SDSP is no longer continuing.

I don't know what to say about tomorrow, it's going to be another boring day.
Maybe I might not be coming to school tomorrow, see first.
Don't really feel like going tomorrow, nothing much to learn anymore, plus it's just damn boring. ==

1 Week without my computer ! & I more or less can survive without it .
I have nothing much to write now,
Guess I'm gonna end my post here for today.
Tomorrow will be continued.

21 September 2008

Had a really bad day today .

I don't know its like ; damn bad . -.-
All because of "SOME" misunderstanding from my family decisions , then everything ; you know like that .
I tell you how it happens.

Morning:
My sis was looking for the O2 PDA installation CD as she couldn't find it in the box.
She searched my room , I told her its not in my room already many times and she won't believe me for some damn reason.
I really got pissed off, then I think of all the many things I could say about her .
Simple english she don't know meh? & I always thought she was good in her english .__." . Don't have means don't have la, why must insist that its got have . STUPID!

Afternoon:
I went with mum to ah ma's place , to get less nagging from that sis of mine.
Then me and my mum wanted to accompany dad and sis to AMK hub ,
my mum told my sis to call her when they are leaving ; but they didn't.
My dad claimed he called me and allegedly told me that they were leaving, BUT he only asked me if I had the keys ..
Then my sis blamed me for not telling my mother ,
bloody hell then you should have called my mum instead of my phone!
I was sleeping anyway then ;
I asked myself if this day could get any worst .. Luckily it didn't .

& The weekend flew by just like that.
Can't believe tomorrow is school again , at least there's no more SSS &SDSP .
29 days more and its the 'O's , D-DAY.
But I still haven't done the POA homework , I don't plan to do, copy from someone else is the only way .
Fancy studying tomorrow after school ?
I would think so .

Continued later .

HELP ME YA?
I took this video of the soccer match between Liverpool and Stoke City,
This goal in the 30 second of the game from a Liverpool free kick was ruled off for offside.
But I don't think the goal was offside , it went straight in!
Do you think the goal should not be ruled off or it should? =((

20th September 2008

Again Hahas! Happy BIRTHDAY to Mei Xin today !

Hmm today's her actual birthday but oh well, we were busy today, reason for the advanced birthday celebration.

Let's see what did I do today ,
went to Dhoby Ghaut PCBunk , played Audi ba .
Then after that , around 2 I headed home .
Tired today for some reason. @@
Slept for the rest of the afternoon ,
woke up at 6pm , went to Singapore Expo to look at the car Roadshow ,
wasn't as good as last year .
Hope next year will beb etter better ,
$10 per person, not cheap just to view the world's best cars on display..
Wanna get my money back ,
around 8 , went to this so called beach restaurant .
Had my favourite fried ice cream ! =PP

Hmm dropped off my sis at habourfront to visit her friend who seemed depressed .
Headed home after that , & here I am posting my post!
Wonder what should I do tomorrow .. Hmm study maybe ._________."
Ending my post today! BYE :DD

So I hanged out at PCBunk at Dhoby Ghaut today, just to play audi lol!


Had dinner at this erm , restaurant by the beach , took this seaside view, can't see anything.


CBD view, quite nice at night don't ya think soo?


All rights , Singapore Flyer view at night , I wanna go there ! lol

20th September 2008

Thought maybe i would wanna post some photos of the Car Roadshow at Singapore Expo I went today.



The best stylish car in the car roadshow!






Cool DJ sound system at the back of a sports car.







Anyone guess what's unusual with this sports car?

19th September 2008

It's been 4 days since my computer broke down, I have been trying to hook onto other coms just to be able to continue my blogging, messenger, blog tagging etcs.
Feeling fucked up still from morning's incident, (The worst hangover no one deserves.)
You know something? I just realised that maybe the prelim exams did prove its point after all.
"I thought the prelims weren't serious as the examinations are not the real thing.
Ever since the prelims began 1 week ago, I have been obstinate* about the whole prelims and honestly , I didn't put in the desired efforts that I wanted to put in.
But I got to admit, I did put in the effort for the prelims, but I wasn't able to focus on the prelims because I still had the flu during that period.
When I got back some of my prelim results today, I felt disappointed and in disarray.
30 days from now and its DO-OR-DIE; and with my results currently in this moment of time, there's no way i'm ever going to get into a polytechnic or some big shot instituition.
I still have a 2nd chance to prove to myself and proving others wrong by the prelim II examinations 2 weeks more. I want to do well , (Who doesn't?)
& worst of all, I can't seem to put my mind and soul into my studies which is affecting my academic performance. I'm still trying to continue to hold on to what I have, but with the rate I'm going, I will just end up being a failure next year regretting ." *Obstinate - being stubborn about views of certain issues;

Things now seems uncertain to some extend , only I don't know what it really is .
Think i'll sleep early, still having the flu for 2 weeks now and want to recover as soon as possible .
BYE :D

Mei Xin's advanced birthday outing =PP

HAPPY 17TH ADVANCED BIRTHDAY MEI XIN !

Today I spent the rest of my afternoon celebrating Mei Xin's birthday at SAFRA,
first we gather at the Foyer , celebrated her birthday before going for bowling.
OMG I was the only guy there !
Thanks to Xue Fen mei who invited me hehe .

LOL did the lipstick tattoo on Mei Xin, I aso did sias =P
I actually got here with Xue Fen accompany her to prepare for the surprise birthday.
We did this advance birthday for Mei Xin because tomorrow's her actual birthday and most of us aren't available to celebrate so we did it today =P
After our festives we went bowling ,
met also Kok's brother OMG. ==
Played bowling , I was soo off-form due to my flu , can't concentrate on the game throughout .
Played two rounds,
1st round
1st is Ah mei,
2nd is birthday gal =P
3rd is me
4th is Jeanie
5th is Joeann.

2nd round
1st Ah mei OMG GRATS LOL !
2nd Me TT
3rd Mei Xin
4th Jeanie .

Had a great time at the birthday outing ,
Went home at 7pm, walked with Kok's brother home .
I then realised I left my keys with Mei Xin,
Took the bus back to northpoint to meet her again to pick up my keys,
went back with her together on the same bus..

Although I had a fucked up day in school,
I had a great afternoon birthday outing =D.
I'm ending my post here ; continue later ! :D

PS: Must remember to SMS Mei Xin her birthday message at 12 midnight as promised =P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARD TO MEI XIN LOLS! Ehh ur card so big =P


Plush roses for the birthday (Advanced birthday*) gal !


Birthday gal's present! LOL OMG that's way big .


GoGo Mei Xin! Aim for a strike =PP


AH MEI ! JYJY Hit all the pins down lols.


Ah Mei what you doing there ! =P


Haha Tiffany and Mei Xin pic !


Stupid sias the lipstick got onto my hand UGHH x.x


Joeann and Mei Xin Pic ! Best pals .


Aiseh need 3 people help birthday gal get rid of her "Tattoo Lipstick"


LOL great birthday cake, looks unique "M" .


Joeann making the Tattoo on Mei Xin ; Lipstick tattoo hmm.. oh nvm lol.


Inside Mei Xin's birthday card, LOL Creative and nice .


Awww how nice, lipstick tattoo isn't that a new fashion trend? Guess Not =P


They ask me take the group gal pics . Joeann , Tiffany, Mei Xin, Xue Fen Mei and Jeanie .

19th September 2008

Today's a fucked up day at school.

The complication;
I didn't take the 2 prelim examinations which I missed on the 8th September 2008 due to a flu.
I had a reason to miss the papers, I got a MC even. -.-
I even got scoldings from my social studies and Physics teachers respectively ==
For social studies,
I explained that I got a MC and I even enquired* (Asked) whether if I could resit for the paper.. 'Cher called me over to ask why I didn't take the SS paper (Social Studies) . Rufus(Mrs) then said..
"What makes you think that you are able to resit for the paper?" You should have heard the fucking tone she used.. -.-
Damn and I didn't get to retake the paper..
Come Physics,
That Ah Chan (Mr) la .. TMD lor.
He asked me 3 times already , I have a MC!!
And he said, "You should have come to see me so you could resit for the paper!!"
What the fuck , how the bloody hell was I suppose to know that I was able to resit for the damn paper!! And worst of all is No ONE informed me , not even Mdm Lau that I was able to resit for the paper..
UNREASONABLE RIGHT ? That's what most teachers are .
I have made my promise to the vice-principal that I will pass my 'O's , & I will not break the promise.
Even if the teachers despise me and put me down whenever they can, I will not give up hope!!

But at least Xue Fen invite me go bowling at SAFRA hahas, at least that really made me feel better .
I need to unwind from the stupid school and teachers ; on what they did.
I'm still waiting to meet them .
So I'll end my post here in the meantime .
To be continued , with PICS from the bowling =P
TATAS. :D

18th September 2008

2.23pm
I came back from the doctor feeling so fucked up today,
even worst I still got the flu with me >.<

5 Packets of different medicine including 1 antibiotics ==
$30.00 wtf .
Damn I already went to the doctor in central and I still felt like the same .
My cough and cold ain't any better .

I felt dizzy after taking the medicine, so I fell asleep while reading my comic @@

You won't guessed it, I woke up with the stupid bang on my door ,
my mum came back at around 4.55,
she was quite depressed, overheard her conversation in the other room .
I didn't know what the world was coming too. =(
I tried not to let it bother me too much ,
3 DAMN YEARS I HAVE BEEN TAKING IN ALL THE PAIN MY PARENTS FOUGHT WITH ONE ANOTHER.

Xi guan le lor , so I didn't really cared (Tried not too.)
So I then waited for my mum to end her conversation ,
she told me there wasn't anything wrong, but i'm sure there is .

6.27pm
Went to the market with my mum to alter my Flare jeans from TOPMAN and another of my Jeans from FCUK,
Why? Waist size too big for me ==
Ohmigosh then I saw my residential cat lying in the drain,
(SEE PREVIOUS POST)

But we went to the market after that , I felt damn sad for the kitten .
I do despise that fucker that abused him _|_
I didn't had dinner ,
only went to get dinner for my sis and dad again.

7.17pm
Came home, ate ice cream and donuts for my dinner ...
Had stomach problems earlier just nw , decided to go easy on it .
So from there the SPCA called 15 minutes later,
the cat's gonna die today TT
It's condition was beyond any cure , had no choice but for the SPCA to put the cat to sleep then ..
I chatted with mum for awhile ,
then now here I am , 9.40pm on the com .
Looks like I'm definetely going to school tomorrow ,
I MISSED NIGHT STUDY TODAY, GOODBYE TO 100% NIGHT STUDY ATTENDANCE .. haiish
Last 2 sessions next week, and I'm on my own.

Heard our remedials are being cancelled maybe ,
10 Days more in school ,
no point to continue with the remedials .
Still uncertained about that strange call yesterday , I'll post that later .
I'm off to take my medicine . BYE for now :D
To be continued.

18th September 2008

Humans Are Just Too Damn Cruel To Animals . ><"
(Sorry but, its true)

Something really moved me when I walked with mum to the market to buy back dinner .
I saw the residential cat,
lying in the drain in pain .
Got abused badly.
living under the void deck of my home for the past 7-8 months .
I inspected the cat, it's DAMN awful at the back .
Looks like some fucktard go and abuse the cat by burning him.
DAMN THAT HURTS FOR THE CAT!
Fucktard asshole , lets see if you will suffer in the future for that!
After awhile the cat climbed out of the drain, and cried out to me ,
can tell from its meow he's in so much pain, I didn't know how to help him .
The cat on its skinny legs fell to the ground and couldn't get up after that .

My mum called SPCA, we didn't want the cat to suffer any longer.
It took about 1 hour for the SPCA team to come and retrieve the cat.
Went to the market and came back half hour later, the poor cat still there sias ..
Reached home,
the SPCA called my mum at 7.30,
they retrieved the cat after all,
& they are bringing it back to put it to sleep.
Its good for the cat, at least it ended it's suffering ><"
I FEEL DAMN SORRY FOR THE KITTEN WHICH WENT THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN!

God bless you , ><"
At least you left this cruel world in less pain than you could have imagined when you're alive. TT

We humans have something to learn from this experienced which I went through today:

"DON'T ABUSE ANIMALS, YOU WILL REGRET IN THE FUTURE IF YOU DO BY RETRIBUTION."



Came across my residential kitten on the block , omg looks like it has been abused.. ><


Still in the drain , unable to move I guess , poor thing TT


Then the poor kitten crawled out of the drain . OMG it hurts soo for him . ><

17th September 2008

Part 2: Misery loves its company.

Reached home at 3.40pm
By train and then by bus,

Decided to clean and clear off my room,
started at 4.00pm.
Ohmigosh I hauled out alot of trash from my cupboard. And even more from my drawer..
Took me until 5.30pm, and I brought down the trash 9 floors, 6 big trash bags, almost broke my back.
Considering the fact that the weight of the trashes were at least 20kg. ==
Vacuumed the floor , dust the room etc, and I brought in my speakers!

Fell asleep on my bed exhausted.
Dad came home , ask me to buy dinner for him and my sis;
I got fed up and asked, "Why should I buy dinner for sis? Can't she buy it herself?"

Gussed what? I got yelled at -.- ( DAMN IT SUCKS YOU KNOW!)
Didn't want to argue back so ... Went to buy dinner ,
I treated myself to green apple bubble tea! =P
Can't you believe it? MY FLU CAME BACK -.-
2 weeks have passed since I last contracted with the flu virus and its back,
I really don't feel like going to school tomorrow ,
my cold is getting worst , don't know why @@

I'm still confused about that mysterious called I received .. Hmm wonder what was it after all.. I asked mum and she said it wasn't her who called.
SO, who could it be? Funny ..
Still spooked over it but, didn't matter .
Guess I'll sign off now , go MSN chat lol
BYE :D

PHOTOS FOR THE PLUSH SPEAKERS!



PLUSH SPEAKERS! Finally got them .


Looks great on the itouch rite?

17th September 2008

Part one:

No school today!
LOL was free for the whole day ; so I decided to go out.
RAWR I was sleeping then XinYun woke me up at 6.30 with her sms bt I didn't mind haha :D (LOL I'm free to msg 24 hrs (: )
Went back to sleep again ;
woke up at 9.am with a stupid call ,
picked up the phone and like said 'Hi'
No one spoke, but only heard alot of eerie noises in the background , alot of static playing.
It continued for like 2 minutes then I kup the phone.
Really weird , but strange ==

Went out to Bugis again for my speaker .
Left at 10.30, went first to Raffles place shopping centre ,
grabbed my TOPMAN Flare Jeans , 20 pounds wtf man so .... Never mind shall we say ex?
Had Thai Express for lunch , non-spicy it better be! =P
Got my donuts , 12 pieces of them . Can enjoy them .
Finally at 2 , arrived at Bugis via by walking .

Hmm 24.95 for the speakers , there was a promotion with the second speaker at 5.00 so I paid for that .. 29.95 total . -.-
RAAAAAAWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRR...
Went to virtualand for awhile , which is where i'm typing my post now .
AUDI CAN'T PLAY WHAT THE FUCK, stupid A-cash maintainance thingy and bla bla bla ..
Guess I'm gonna end my post here .
Will continue with part two at home later .
(What i'm gonna do in virtualand with Audi can't play.. Hmm I'll just terminate my timing here and leave for home.)
BYE :D

Can't believe today's the last day of preeelims! Yay!
Today's Science Paper I wasn't so bad.
Chemistry got 10/20.
Wad the fk? They never posted our Physics results !
And they posted all the results for the express , ==
how come they never posted for us either? Why? Couldn't bear to post our results huh?
Never mind abt dat. Here's more or less what I did today,

Went to bugis today , did some shopping , wanted that plush speaker from action city!
Had lunch with mum , then I went to Dhoby Ghaut to hang out at the PCBunk.
Headed back home for night classes, wasn't late for it .
Surprisingly my friends at least chatted with me , &I was like , hey that's grats !
Took the pics around my school , wanted to post on my blog for letting the others view the horrible school appearance, *School suxs 101%.

Tomorrow there's NO school! Plan to go Bugis to get my plush speaker . =P
That's all for today ,
will end my post with the pics from my school.
Bye :D




16/20 PASSING MARK? Come on the MOE thinks we're so smart until that extend meh?


LOL my school at night, taken on the ground floor .


Same location different positions, can't see a thing rite?


My classroom on the top level!! Darn all the climbing steps >.<"


Inside my classroom, looks abit haunted maybe o.o ?


The neighbourhood view frm outside my classroom , kinda nice I suppose ..


OH GOD! The room which I hated the most! "Commerce Room" AKA "Torture Chamber" (Hey there's a monster in that room anyway ==)


Our Prelim Sciences Paper I Chem results! I got 10! Darnn ..

15th September 2008

Today's topic of the week ,

"Uniforms being worn in schools gives a sense of identity to pupils, do you agree?"

I disagree with the above sentence.
To some individuals, they might see uniforms as a sense of identity being in the same community, while on the other hand some don't.

To people who see uniforms as a well, stupid and idiotic thing to wear, they would think uniforms breaches* the freedom of people and their identities.
The idea of wearing uniforms may seem indecorous*, but unfortunately to the MOE and the government, it isn't. It's stupid to wear uniforms,
First of all you feel stupid wearing the same thing as what everyone else wear.
Secondly it doesn't give much satisfaction to wearing uniforms.
Third and last, it makes you feel as though well, being in the same community almost everyday with only the weekends and after school hours to be able to express yourself entirely.

This means individuals are *deprived of their freedom as they aren't given any chances or whatsoever to express themselves as individuals. Of course it seems uniforms may be sort of a "good thing" but it isn't. "God damn it we look like clones!"

They might ask themselves, "Why the fuck do we need to wear uniforms for?"
From different perspectives*, obvious common answers would be to give individuals a sense of identity in the same community as others. But it gives no sense of identity in being in the same place, it makes people look so IDENTICAL! Imagine someone wearing the exact same thing as you wear, how would you feel? It gives a feeling to some that others who wear the similar things as themselves are just carbon copies of each other!

There really isn't a need to wear uniforms,
it isn't fair at all!
Think about it..
Students in Southeast Asian countries such as Singapore, Malaysia, Thailand etc. wear school uniforms! But what about the people in America?
They wear whatever fuck they want to wear!
I would think the MOE has been too unreasonable with the implementations of the school uniform in schools, what the fuck just because the British ruled over Singapore in the past and we adapted to their traditions of wearing school uniforms!
When it comes to the Singapore society where uniforms all come about, you've gotta live with it.

Nothing positive with wearing school uniforms, breaching our freedoms, being deprived of our individual characteristics and lack the chances of expressing ourselves whole-heartedly.
It all comes down with one thing, DOWN WITH UNIFORMS ASAP!

If we aren't able to be given the chance to express ourselves as what we are in terms of fashion statements, what's the damn point of even wearing the brands, Armani Exchange, Miss Sixty, Louis Vuiton, Guess, Zara, Topshop/Topman, French Connection ETC. Might as well just wear uniform throughout our lives.
It all takes away the meaning of being able to express oneself's individual fashion sense.

Why do we need to wear our own clothing? One simple reason: Whatever you wear, represents what you are. -END-

15th September 2008

"Computer Crashed again!"

You won't belive if I'd told you,

Yes my com has broke down again, &Im feeling fucked up ! T T
Hmm , will be using my mum's com for updating my blog and online chatting on Msn.
At least maybe for 1 week or so.

Grats my mum's com have messenger at least .
Today's literature test wasn't that bad, I wrote 3 pages , hand numb = =

Went to Causeway Point to shop for my mum's birthday gift , a water dispenser from action city! =O
Including a birthday card from Hallway's opposite action city.

Lets see, I finally grabbed my peace pendant in the process.

Tomorrow uhmm , science paper I, last paper MCQ's all the way, 1 hour .
Night study goes on! 3 more sessions and its over =(

I don't really care much about my friends saying me this and that, it's my 'O's that I will have to be focused on.

Gotta run now , will end my post for today .

14th September 2008

Maybe i'll stop blogging for now , I just focus on my 'O' levels exam first .

But i'll make the effort to blog once in awhile if i can .
><" Life sucks don't you know ?
I tried to hold on to the pain for so long , it's just too hard to let go .

Maybe i'll blog again erm .. 16th September maybe , after night classes . (Pics as well)

Wonder what should I do tomorrow . Hmm , don't know , leave that to tomorrow to decide . :D

Gotta Kill the lights now , BYE ^^