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23rd September 2008

2008-09-23T22:29:00.002+08:00

Here's the deal kayys ..

I'm not posting my views anymore; just feel like, hey, no point to post something when no one's gonna read it.
Everyday, just boring. What else? .__."

Yea.. I didn't go to school today? Why? I just fucking hell don't feel like going..
I only think maybe studying at home is better than wasting my time at school where I don't learn things anymore like I used to.
Who says school sucks? Sure someone does, not only me.
7 days more I think .. o.o

Sad i'm going back tomorrow , I still OWE $2.40 what the fuck lols.
Tomorrow humm .. Do I really care about the stupid energy conversation bla bla bla?
Don't think so, im indifferent about that stupid project . YAWN =O
But It's just damn boring tomorrow!! T.T
Know what they say about wednesday? Hum day ... hummmmmmmmm.... .__."

Nvm can wake up late tomorrow wahahaha ,
the worst is i'm facing miserable idiots tomorrow ,
speechless .......................................................................

Great i'm getting back my lit paper, I know I failed but , whatever.
Chemistry later than followed by english .. ENGLISH?!! DAMN BORING CAN SLEEP MAN !
Hate english lor .. boring somemore that's the worst thing.

8 days since my com went down .
Don't know when I can get the com back , AUDI GT NEW PATCH........
friday i chiong go PCBunk ba .
I haven't touched audi for like 8 days?
Rawr i have alot of thoughts,
should I open a FAM when im back in november ? Don't know luhh , kan kan xian -.-

OKAYS STUDYING TIME! SIGNING OFF, Sayo :D

22nd September 2008

2008-09-22T22:46:00.002+08:00

HIS: THINKING +

I Don't feel like posting today's post of the week today.
Ran out of ideas anyway.
I will just post it tomorrow if possible.

Anyways,
I'm not going to school tomorrow,
don't feeling like attending school, 8 DAYS MORE LEFT WHY GO?
Tomorrow is POA anyway! Going through the dumb corrections and I just can't be bothered with it! xPP
& I can't bear to be in Physics class hahas!
Maths corrections I will find the own answers myself at home.
There's no assembly; 1:30 everyone's OUT!

The worst part of this month is, I'm disappointed with my prelim results. >.<"
I hated to study for it, maybe that's the reason WHY I failed my prelims.
Prelim II, have to pass ALL (Except POA) even if I don't like it.
28 days left to the 'O's and I'm still not giving up without a fight, I have to keep holding on, its too late to quit.
I have already started this race and I don't wish to call it quits!
& I WILL FINISH THIS RACE EVEN IF IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE.

School is freaking me out sometimes, the teachers, friends, just everybody.
Haha and I always liked to come to school when I first came here, but now, NOT ANYMORE. Its amazing, school can turn into a nightmare in a matter of time.

Yea, I still owe Li Jing $2.40 for the physics worksheets, I'll give it on wednesday. Though it's urgent that the money comes in ASAP.

Here's the funny thing,
Even when my friends have teased me for so long, I'm gonna miss them when we go seperate ways next year. I don't know but, I guess its my intuition. I don't wish to see all my friends in school next year repeating. Hope to see them in poly or even JC, not even a thought of ITE!

It does shows maybe i'm being over-sensitive about how my friends teased me, they treated me well in fact, but the sad thing is, I don't see it..
Come wednesday, that should be the time where I want to change to be more closer with my friends, mingle with them.
AFTER ALL, ITS MY LAST 1 MONTH WITH THEM IN SCHOOL! TT I'll start to treat my friends better, its now then I realised that all along, they really made me feel part of them even though I don't interact with them so much .

What can I do tomorrow? PCBunk in the afternoon after my studying? Maybe ..
I plan to study maths tomorrow, don't have really anything much better else to do.

All rights gotta sleep soon! SIGNING OFF NOW!
BYE :DD

22nd September 2008

2008-09-22T21:02:00.002+08:00

Mundane Monday .
Ohh goody , monday starts again, 9 DAYS MORE IN SCHOOL !

School was boring as usual, nothing really interesting happened today.
Got back my english prelim result (The rest got it back last thursday but I wasn't there on that day.)
Ohmigosh I got C5 again! .__.
No matter, it's only the prelims part I, can do better in part II.
28 Days left to 'O' Levels. I'm starting to revise from today onwards.
I know I hate studying, can't deny it but I don't have a choice.

Still excited over the fact that the SSS &SDSP is no longer continuing.

I don't know what to say about tomorrow, it's going to be another boring day.
Maybe I might not be coming to school tomorrow, see first.
Don't really feel like going tomorrow, nothing much to learn anymore, plus it's just damn boring. ==

1 Week without my computer ! & I more or less can survive without it .
I have nothing much to write now,
Guess I'm gonna end my post here for today.
Tomorrow will be continued.

21 September 2008

2008-09-21T21:08:00.003+08:00

Had a really bad day today .

I don't know its like ; damn bad . -.-
All because of "SOME" misunderstanding from my family decisions , then everything ; you know like that .
I tell you how it happens.

Morning:
My sis was looking for the O2 PDA installation CD as she couldn't find it in the box.
She searched my room , I told her its not in my room already many times and she won't believe me for some damn reason.
I really got pissed off, then I think of all the many things I could say about her .
Simple english she don't know meh? & I always thought she was good in her english .__." . Don't have means don't have la, why must insist that its got have . STUPID!

Afternoon:
I went with mum to ah ma's place , to get less nagging from that sis of mine.
Then me and my mum wanted to accompany dad and sis to AMK hub ,
my mum told my sis to call her when they are leaving ; but they didn't.
My dad claimed he called me and allegedly told me that they were leaving, BUT he only asked me if I had the keys ..
Then my sis blamed me for not telling my mother ,
bloody hell then you should have called my mum instead of my phone!
I was sleeping anyway then ;
I asked myself if this day could get any worst .. Luckily it didn't .

& The weekend flew by just like that.
Can't believe tomorrow is school again , at least there's no more SSS &SDSP .
29 days more and its the 'O's , D-DAY.
But I still haven't done the POA homework , I don't plan to do, copy from someone else is the only way .
Fancy studying tomorrow after school ?
I would think so .

Continued later .

2008-09-20T22:56:00.006+08:00

HELP ME YA?
I took this video of the soccer match between Liverpool and Stoke City,
This goal in the 30 second of the game from a Liverpool free kick was ruled off for offside.
But I don't think the goal was offside , it went straight in!
Do you think the goal should not be ruled off or it should? =((

20th September 2008

2008-09-20T22:38:00.003+08:00

Again Hahas! Happy BIRTHDAY to Mei Xin today !

Hmm today's her actual birthday but oh well, we were busy today, reason for the advanced birthday celebration.

Let's see what did I do today ,
went to Dhoby Ghaut PCBunk , played Audi ba .
Then after that , around 2 I headed home .
Tired today for some reason. @@
Slept for the rest of the afternoon ,
woke up at 6pm , went to Singapore Expo to look at the car Roadshow ,
wasn't as good as last year .
Hope next year will beb etter better ,
$10 per person, not cheap just to view the world's best cars on display..
Wanna get my money back ,
around 8 , went to this so called beach restaurant .
Had my favourite fried ice cream ! =PP

Hmm dropped off my sis at habourfront to visit her friend who seemed depressed .
Headed home after that , & here I am posting my post!
Wonder what should I do tomorrow .. Hmm study maybe ._________."
Ending my post today! BYE :DD

So I hanged out at PCBunk at Dhoby Ghaut today, just to play audi lol!

Had dinner at this erm , restaurant by the beach , took this seaside view, can't see anything.

CBD view, quite nice at night don't ya think soo?

All rights , Singapore Flyer view at night , I wanna go there ! lol

20th September 2008

2008-09-20T22:20:00.005+08:00

Thought maybe i would wanna post some photos of the Car Roadshow at Singapore Expo I went today.

The best stylish car in the car roadshow!

Cool DJ sound system at the back of a sports car.

Anyone guess what's unusual with this sports car?

19th September 2008

2008-09-19T14:22:00.012+08:00

It's been 4 days since my computer broke down, I have been trying to hook onto other coms just to be able to continue my blogging, messenger, blog tagging etcs.
Feeling fucked up still from morning's incident, (The worst hangover no one deserves.)
You know something? I just realised that maybe the prelim exams did prove its point after all.
"I thought the prelims weren't serious as the examinations are not the real thing.
Ever since the prelims began 1 week ago, I have been obstinate* about the whole prelims and honestly , I didn't put in the desired efforts that I wanted to put in.
But I got to admit, I did put in the effort for the prelims, but I wasn't able to focus on the prelims because I still had the flu during that period.
When I got back some of my prelim results today, I felt disappointed and in disarray.
30 days from now and its DO-OR-DIE; and with my results currently in this moment of time, there's no way i'm ever going to get into a polytechnic or some big shot instituition.
I still have a 2nd chance to prove to myself and proving others wrong by the prelim II examinations 2 weeks more. I want to do well , (Who doesn't?)
& worst of all, I can't seem to put my mind and soul into my studies which is affecting my academic performance. I'm still trying to continue to hold on to what I have, but with the rate I'm going, I will just end up being a failure next year regretting ." *Obstinate - being stubborn about views of certain issues;

Things now seems uncertain to some extend , only I don't know what it really is .
Think i'll sleep early, still having the flu for 2 weeks now and want to recover as soon as possible .
BYE :D

Mei Xin's advanced birthday outing =PP

2008-09-19T14:22:00.009+08:00

HAPPY 17TH ADVANCED BIRTHDAY MEI XIN !

Today I spent the rest of my afternoon celebrating Mei Xin's birthday at SAFRA,
first we gather at the Foyer , celebrated her birthday before going for bowling.
OMG I was the only guy there !
Thanks to Xue Fen mei who invited me hehe .

LOL did the lipstick tattoo on Mei Xin, I aso did sias =P
I actually got here with Xue Fen accompany her to prepare for the surprise birthday.
We did this advance birthday for Mei Xin because tomorrow's her actual birthday and most of us aren't available to celebrate so we did it today =P
After our festives we went bowling ,
met also Kok's brother OMG. ==
Played bowling , I was soo off-form due to my flu , can't concentrate on the game throughout .
Played two rounds,
1st round
1st is Ah mei,
2nd is birthday gal =P
3rd is me
4th is Jeanie
5th is Joeann.

2nd round
1st Ah mei OMG GRATS LOL !
2nd Me TT
3rd Mei Xin
4th Jeanie .

Had a great time at the birthday outing ,
Went home at 7pm, walked with Kok's brother home .
I then realised I left my keys with Mei Xin,
Took the bus back to northpoint to meet her again to pick up my keys,
went back with her together on the same bus..

Although I had a fucked up day in school,
I had a great afternoon birthday outing =D.
I'm ending my post here ; continue later ! :D

PS: Must remember to SMS Mei Xin her birthday message at 12 midnight as promised =P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARD TO MEI XIN LOLS! Ehh ur card so big =P

Plush roses for the birthday (Advanced birthday*) gal !

Birthday gal's present! LOL OMG that's way big .

GoGo Mei Xin! Aim for a strike =PP

AH MEI ! JYJY Hit all the pins down lols.

Ah Mei what you doing there ! =P

Haha Tiffany and Mei Xin pic !

Stupid sias the lipstick got onto my hand UGHH x.x

Joeann and Mei Xin Pic ! Best pals .

Aiseh need 3 people help birthday gal get rid of her "Tattoo Lipstick"

LOL great birthday cake, looks unique "M" .

Joeann making the Tattoo on Mei Xin ; Lipstick tattoo hmm.. oh nvm lol.

Inside Mei Xin's birthday card, LOL Creative and nice .

Awww how nice, lipstick tattoo isn't that a new fashion trend? Guess Not =P

They ask me take the group gal pics . Joeann , Tiffany, Mei Xin, Xue Fen Mei and Jeanie .

19th September 2008

2008-09-19T14:22:00.002+08:00

Today's a fucked up day at school.

The complication;
I didn't take the 2 prelim examinations which I missed on the 8th September 2008 due to a flu.
I had a reason to miss the papers, I got a MC even. -.-
I even got scoldings from my social studies and Physics teachers respectively ==
For social studies,
I explained that I got a MC and I even enquired* (Asked) whether if I could resit for the paper.. 'Cher called me over to ask why I didn't take the SS paper (Social Studies) . Rufus(Mrs) then said..
"What makes you think that you are able to resit for the paper?" You should have heard the fucking tone she used.. -.-
Damn and I didn't get to retake the paper..
Come Physics,
That Ah Chan (Mr) la .. TMD lor.
He asked me 3 times already , I have a MC!!
And he said, "You should have come to see me so you could resit for the paper!!"
What the fuck , how the bloody hell was I suppose to know that I was able to resit for the damn paper!! And worst of all is No ONE informed me , not even Mdm Lau that I was able to resit for the paper..
UNREASONABLE RIGHT ? That's what most teachers are .
I have made my promise to the vice-principal that I will pass my 'O's , & I will not break the promise.
Even if the teachers despise me and put me down whenever they can, I will not give up hope!!

But at least Xue Fen invite me go bowling at SAFRA hahas, at least that really made me feel better .
I need to unwind from the stupid school and teachers ; on what they did.
I'm still waiting to meet them .
So I'll end my post here in the meantime .
To be continued , with PICS from the bowling =P
TATAS. :D

18th September 2008

2008-09-18T21:25:00.002+08:00

2.23pm
I came back from the doctor feeling so fucked up today,
even worst I still got the flu with me >.<

5 Packets of different medicine including 1 antibiotics ==
$30.00 wtf .
Damn I already went to the doctor in central and I still felt like the same .
My cough and cold ain't any better .

I felt dizzy after taking the medicine, so I fell asleep while reading my comic @@

You won't guessed it, I woke up with the stupid bang on my door ,
my mum came back at around 4.55,
she was quite depressed, overheard her conversation in the other room .
I didn't know what the world was coming too. =(
I tried not to let it bother me too much ,
3 DAMN YEARS I HAVE BEEN TAKING IN ALL THE PAIN MY PARENTS FOUGHT WITH ONE ANOTHER.

Xi guan le lor , so I didn't really cared (Tried not too.)
So I then waited for my mum to end her conversation ,
she told me there wasn't anything wrong, but i'm sure there is .

6.27pm
Went to the market with my mum to alter my Flare jeans from TOPMAN and another of my Jeans from FCUK,
Why? Waist size too big for me ==
Ohmigosh then I saw my residential cat lying in the drain,
(SEE PREVIOUS POST)

But we went to the market after that , I felt damn sad for the kitten .
I do despise that fucker that abused him _|_
I didn't had dinner ,
only went to get dinner for my sis and dad again.

7.17pm
Came home, ate ice cream and donuts for my dinner ...
Had stomach problems earlier just nw , decided to go easy on it .
So from there the SPCA called 15 minutes later,
the cat's gonna die today TT
It's condition was beyond any cure , had no choice but for the SPCA to put the cat to sleep then ..
I chatted with mum for awhile ,
then now here I am , 9.40pm on the com .
Looks like I'm definetely going to school tomorrow ,
I MISSED NIGHT STUDY TODAY, GOODBYE TO 100% NIGHT STUDY ATTENDANCE .. haiish
Last 2 sessions next week, and I'm on my own.

Heard our remedials are being cancelled maybe ,
10 Days more in school ,
no point to continue with the remedials .
Still uncertained about that strange call yesterday , I'll post that later .
I'm off to take my medicine . BYE for now :D
To be continued.

18th September 2008

2008-09-18T21:09:00.002+08:00

Humans Are Just Too Damn Cruel To Animals . ><"
(Sorry but, its true)

Something really moved me when I walked with mum to the market to buy back dinner .
I saw the residential cat,
lying in the drain in pain .
Got abused badly.
living under the void deck of my home for the past 7-8 months .
I inspected the cat, it's DAMN awful at the back .
Looks like some fucktard go and abuse the cat by burning him.
DAMN THAT HURTS FOR THE CAT!
Fucktard asshole , lets see if you will suffer in the future for that!
After awhile the cat climbed out of the drain, and cried out to me ,
can tell from its meow he's in so much pain, I didn't know how to help him .
The cat on its skinny legs fell to the ground and couldn't get up after that .

My mum called SPCA, we didn't want the cat to suffer any longer.
It took about 1 hour for the SPCA team to come and retrieve the cat.
Went to the market and came back half hour later, the poor cat still there sias ..
Reached home,
the SPCA called my mum at 7.30,
they retrieved the cat after all,
& they are bringing it back to put it to sleep.
Its good for the cat, at least it ended it's suffering ><"
I FEEL DAMN SORRY FOR THE KITTEN WHICH WENT THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN!

God bless you , ><"
At least you left this cruel world in less pain than you could have imagined when you're alive. TT

We humans have something to learn from this experienced which I went through today:

"DON'T ABUSE ANIMALS, YOU WILL REGRET IN THE FUTURE IF YOU DO BY RETRIBUTION."

Came across my residential kitten on the block , omg looks like it has been abused.. ><

Still in the drain , unable to move I guess , poor thing TT

Then the poor kitten crawled out of the drain . OMG it hurts soo for him . ><

17th September 2008

2008-09-17T22:08:00.003+08:00

Part 2: Misery loves its company.

Reached home at 3.40pm
By train and then by bus,

Decided to clean and clear off my room,
started at 4.00pm.
Ohmigosh I hauled out alot of trash from my cupboard. And even more from my drawer..
Took me until 5.30pm, and I brought down the trash 9 floors, 6 big trash bags, almost broke my back.
Considering the fact that the weight of the trashes were at least 20kg. ==
Vacuumed the floor , dust the room etc, and I brought in my speakers!

Fell asleep on my bed exhausted.
Dad came home , ask me to buy dinner for him and my sis;
I got fed up and asked, "Why should I buy dinner for sis? Can't she buy it herself?"

Gussed what? I got yelled at -.- ( DAMN IT SUCKS YOU KNOW!)
Didn't want to argue back so ... Went to buy dinner ,
I treated myself to green apple bubble tea! =P
Can't you believe it? MY FLU CAME BACK -.-
2 weeks have passed since I last contracted with the flu virus and its back,
I really don't feel like going to school tomorrow ,
my cold is getting worst , don't know why @@

I'm still confused about that mysterious called I received .. Hmm wonder what was it after all.. I asked mum and she said it wasn't her who called.
SO, who could it be? Funny ..
Still spooked over it but, didn't matter .
Guess I'll sign off now , go MSN chat lol
BYE :D

PHOTOS FOR THE PLUSH SPEAKERS!

PLUSH SPEAKERS! Finally got them .

Looks great on the itouch rite?

17th September 2008

2008-09-17T14:12:00.002+08:00

Part one:

No school today!
LOL was free for the whole day ; so I decided to go out.
RAWR I was sleeping then XinYun woke me up at 6.30 with her sms bt I didn't mind haha :D (LOL I'm free to msg 24 hrs (: )
Went back to sleep again ;
woke up at 9.am with a stupid call ,
picked up the phone and like said 'Hi'
No one spoke, but only heard alot of eerie noises in the background , alot of static playing.
It continued for like 2 minutes then I kup the phone.
Really weird , but strange ==

Went out to Bugis again for my speaker .
Left at 10.30, went first to Raffles place shopping centre ,
grabbed my TOPMAN Flare Jeans , 20 pounds wtf man so .... Never mind shall we say ex?
Had Thai Express for lunch , non-spicy it better be! =P
Got my donuts , 12 pieces of them . Can enjoy them .
Finally at 2 , arrived at Bugis via by walking .

Hmm 24.95 for the speakers , there was a promotion with the second speaker at 5.00 so I paid for that .. 29.95 total . -.-
RAAAAAAWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRR...
Went to virtualand for awhile , which is where i'm typing my post now .
AUDI CAN'T PLAY WHAT THE FUCK, stupid A-cash maintainance thingy and bla bla bla ..
Guess I'm gonna end my post here .
Will continue with part two at home later .
(What i'm gonna do in virtualand with Audi can't play.. Hmm I'll just terminate my timing here and leave for home.)
BYE :D

2008-09-16T21:18:00.002+08:00

Can't believe today's the last day of preeelims! Yay!
Today's Science Paper I wasn't so bad.
Chemistry got 10/20.
Wad the fk? They never posted our Physics results !
And they posted all the results for the express , ==
how come they never posted for us either? Why? Couldn't bear to post our results huh?
Never mind abt dat. Here's more or less what I did today,

Went to bugis today , did some shopping , wanted that plush speaker from action city!
Had lunch with mum , then I went to Dhoby Ghaut to hang out at the PCBunk.
Headed back home for night classes, wasn't late for it .
Surprisingly my friends at least chatted with me , &I was like , hey that's grats !
Took the pics around my school , wanted to post on my blog for letting the others view the horrible school appearance, *School suxs 101%.

Tomorrow there's NO school! Plan to go Bugis to get my plush speaker . =P
That's all for today ,
will end my post with the pics from my school.
Bye :D

16/20 PASSING MARK? Come on the MOE thinks we're so smart until that extend meh?

LOL my school at night, taken on the ground floor .

Same location different positions, can't see a thing rite?

My classroom on the top level!! Darn all the climbing steps >.<"

Inside my classroom, looks abit haunted maybe o.o ?

The neighbourhood view frm outside my classroom , kinda nice I suppose ..

OH GOD! The room which I hated the most! "Commerce Room" AKA "Torture Chamber" (Hey there's a monster in that room anyway ==)

Our Prelim Sciences Paper I Chem results! I got 10! Darnn ..

15th September 2008

2008-09-15T21:14:00.007+08:00

Today's topic of the week ,

"Uniforms being worn in schools gives a sense of identity to pupils, do you agree?"

I disagree with the above sentence.
To some individuals, they might see uniforms as a sense of identity being in the same community, while on the other hand some don't.

To people who see uniforms as a well, stupid and idiotic thing to wear, they would think uniforms breaches* the freedom of people and their identities.
The idea of wearing uniforms may seem indecorous*, but unfortunately to the MOE and the government, it isn't. It's stupid to wear uniforms,
First of all you feel stupid wearing the same thing as what everyone else wear.
Secondly it doesn't give much satisfaction to wearing uniforms.
Third and last, it makes you feel as though well, being in the same community almost everyday with only the weekends and after school hours to be able to express yourself entirely.

This means individuals are *deprived of their freedom as they aren't given any chances or whatsoever to express themselves as individuals. Of course it seems uniforms may be sort of a "good thing" but it isn't. "God damn it we look like clones!"

They might ask themselves, "Why the fuck do we need to wear uniforms for?"
From different perspectives*, obvious common answers would be to give individuals a sense of identity in the same community as others. But it gives no sense of identity in being in the same place, it makes people look so IDENTICAL! Imagine someone wearing the exact same thing as you wear, how would you feel? It gives a feeling to some that others who wear the similar things as themselves are just carbon copies of each other!

There really isn't a need to wear uniforms,
it isn't fair at all!
Think about it..
Students in Southeast Asian countries such as Singapore, Malaysia, Thailand etc. wear school uniforms! But what about the people in America?
They wear whatever fuck they want to wear!
I would think the MOE has been too unreasonable with the implementations of the school uniform in schools, what the fuck just because the British ruled over Singapore in the past and we adapted to their traditions of wearing school uniforms!
When it comes to the Singapore society where uniforms all come about, you've gotta live with it.

Nothing positive with wearing school uniforms, breaching our freedoms, being deprived of our individual characteristics and lack the chances of expressing ourselves whole-heartedly.
It all comes down with one thing, DOWN WITH UNIFORMS ASAP!

If we aren't able to be given the chance to express ourselves as what we are in terms of fashion statements, what's the damn point of even wearing the brands, Armani Exchange, Miss Sixty, Louis Vuiton, Guess, Zara, Topshop/Topman, French Connection ETC. Might as well just wear uniform throughout our lives.
It all takes away the meaning of being able to express oneself's individual fashion sense.

Why do we need to wear our own clothing? One simple reason: Whatever you wear, represents what you are. -END-

15th September 2008

2008-09-15T21:14:00.002+08:00

"Computer Crashed again!"

You won't belive if I'd told you,

Yes my com has broke down again, &Im feeling fucked up ! T T
Hmm , will be using my mum's com for updating my blog and online chatting on Msn.
At least maybe for 1 week or so.

Grats my mum's com have messenger at least .
Today's literature test wasn't that bad, I wrote 3 pages , hand numb = =

Went to Causeway Point to shop for my mum's birthday gift , a water dispenser from action city! =O
Including a birthday card from Hallway's opposite action city.

Lets see, I finally grabbed my peace pendant in the process.

Tomorrow uhmm , science paper I, last paper MCQ's all the way, 1 hour .
Night study goes on! 3 more sessions and its over =(

I don't really care much about my friends saying me this and that, it's my 'O's that I will have to be focused on.

Gotta run now , will end my post for today .

14th September 2008

2008-09-14T22:30:00.002+08:00

Maybe i'll stop blogging for now , I just focus on my 'O' levels exam first .

But i'll make the effort to blog once in awhile if i can .
><" Life sucks don't you know ?
I tried to hold on to the pain for so long , it's just too hard to let go .

Maybe i'll blog again erm .. 16th September maybe , after night classes . (Pics as well)

Wonder what should I do tomorrow . Hmm , don't know , leave that to tomorrow to decide . :D

Gotta Kill the lights now , BYE ^^

13th September 2008

2008-09-13T20:54:00.002+08:00

What happens if you find your car stranded in a carpark with all the lots occupied? And desperately wanting to get a lot?
Here's a advice, get someone to put a chair over the vacant lot! Of course here it's considered an offence but, if it's a short period of time, who really cares? (Except maybe for the carpark attendant. -.-)

That's the post for today, nothing really much today. I took this pic at the carpark downstairs my house while walking to the market for dinner . Some kind of function going on at the park nearby. Good idea to reserve parking spaces for further uses.

BEST WAY TO RESERVE YOUR LOT FOR EMERGENCY CASES. LOL

12th September 2008

2008-09-12T20:43:00.001+08:00

I have nothing to post today:
Today's activities will be posted tomorrow,

Today's question of the week,

"WHAT'S WRONG WITH BEING INDIFFERENT?"

Got any clue? Post on my tagboard if you can. x)

That's all , Bye :D

12th September 2008

2008-09-12T20:40:00.002+08:00

I'm Not Some Empty Space For Rent ;

You had to kick me when I'm down, How would you feel if I do that to you?

11th September 2008

2008-09-11T22:35:00.002+08:00

Strangely , no one even bothered to talk with me .

Well only for some but , well better than nothing.
Didn't really cared, all I want was to do what I need to do.
Stayed in school for night study today, revised maths ! @@

I wanna do well in paper I tomorrow , not to mention there's Geography tomorrow :D

Played audi when I came back , nah wasn't really much . +.+

I've got nothing more to say , guess I'll end my post here .

Bye :D

11th September 2008

2008-09-11T13:40:00.004+08:00

I don't know what's with me?! PART I

Today was maths prelim , but amazingly it wasn't so difficult .
Managed to do the paper even though some of the questions were tough.
Followed was Chemistry later , okok la can still do also.
It was kinda easy after all , guess I should be able to nick it .

I'm still getting teased from my friends !

I asked myself, what's wrong with me ? Am I'm so fun to be made fun of ?
Is it because of my spastic face? Retarded mental thinking? My behaviour? Fucking hell what else ?! T T

The race to the finish line is damn tough , especially with no friends to be there by my side to run with me . > <
I have to finish this race on my own , maybe my friends are perfect peeps , I'm the imperfect one I guess . ( Is it that's why i'm being made fun of almost everytime? )
I admit my friends are smarter than I am, i'm lousy in my own second language but my friends aren't . I didn't ask god to give me this disability right ? = =

Night study later .. Don't feel like going , I hope I won't be made fun of > <"

To be continued .

9th September 2008

2008-09-09T22:04:00.003+08:00

Nothing much to post today, but .. I'll be posting my views on the on-going prelim examinations !

Talk of the month: Prelimary Examinations, Study or heck care it?

The September 8 days prelimary examinations has commenced and all the 4E/5N pupils nationwide are already on it. The purpose of the prelimary examinations is to make a confirmation on where you stand before the finals next month.

This has definetely set sparks to students to make them more motivated to work towards their desired grades for the O's . But it has set some uncertainty in some.
To maybe a majority of lazy bums, they might think the prelims aren't as important, only because it doesn't affect their final grades on the certificate, just like CA3 and MYE Etc.

Alot of them might think, "Hey what the heck it's only prelims nia, not the real thing somemore why bother?" Of course it isn't the right attitude, lazy freaks like me hate to study, but still we have to put in the effort to give us an idea where we stand. To make final doubt clarifications before next month. Maybe the prelims is the wake-up call if the MYE didn't wake the most of us up yet.

It's true the prelims isn't the real thing , but still, we have to treat the prelims as though its the real thing, to make most of us serious and aware of our grades and our future most importantly. Its a unbothered thing , most of us will ignore it if we aren't study-conscious. The only advantage of the prelims is ya, no lessons after that, home sweet home. And in addition, its more difficult than the O's .

Yea the prelims is really stupid and a waste of time, to us its like , another examination in school what the heck man! Of course most of us have to be more self-conscious in the reality of our poor grades and many more stuff like that .

So what if its only the prelims? It'll be gone anyway .
Then it's up to you ... STUDY? OR NOT TO STUDY?

gtgs' thats the post for the day! (: BYE!

8th September 2008

2008-09-08T17:54:00.003+08:00

Here's the deal.

Didn't go to school today, even I miss on the first day :O
& I didn't take my prelim exams ! ><
Today's was.. I think SS and physics (Omg did that Ah Mao set it?? ==)
I should be well enough to come tomorrow .(I better do!)
POA PAPER I!! == Oh god why O why lol;
Never minds at least there's Lit paper I after POA (Pissing Off Accounts)
Can't believe i'm sick for so long already.. That ruined my holiday -.-"

It was only yesterday I went to the doctor, gt 2 days MC but I will just use 1.
I don't think the prelims are that imporatant,
I rather chiong for O's instead.

Guess I won't be touching the POA homework as well!
4 more weeks of NVSS suffering and its OVER! Can't wait to throw all my things away after october 3rd.
I'm feeling sleepy, guess i'll sign off for now .
BYE :D

7th September 2008

2008-09-07T22:08:00.002+08:00

School starts tomorrow; prelims have already begun& wish to do well as I can in my prelims.
6 weeks more its D-Day, we're gonna have to make it through this fall.
Can you believe it? I'm stil sick, and it's already 5 days.
Hope I can attend school tomorrow , won't want to miss the prelims even though i have a mc.
Didn't do much today, sickened I sleep almost the whole day.
But I went to my aunt's house at hougang, free lunch wooo~ lol

What's tomorrows' paper again?
Oh yea Social Studies & Physics; the only good thing is we can at least go back after the paper. Night classes still goes on! :D

Think i'll go study now, might as well end here.
BYES & hope im ok by tomorrow :D

5th September 2008

2008-09-05T22:27:00.005+08:00

De' Finale Product lols!

On a Dad's birthday, here's how we started it all off.

Went to thompson plaza to meet sis, needed to help her to buy the ingredients sort of, taxi from yishun MRT costed me $8.60 -.-
Waited for 15 minutes, got there first, sis couldn't get a taxi in time.
Met her at the entrance, went to the Fairprice FINEST (Damn fucking expensive supermarket i've seen.)
Okie, got the items including, the potatoes, tomato puree, the chicken, basil leaves etc. Price? $68.25 -.-
Sis footed the bill, courtesy of mum's ABN-AMRO credit card,
Decided on the cake next, Bengawan .. Hans.. Hmm.. Oh heck, bengawan then.
Hans cakes were to ex, went back to bengawan,
got the erm.. Chocolate Gataeu (Don't know how to spell) $18.80 which I footed the bill this time.
Took the taxi back $9.50, I paid again, sis paid me back. (Darn taxi's are getting more expensive huh?)
4:35, Prepared the dinner, took us 2 hours around there.
I boiled the potatoes, plucked the basil and some other leaves, washed the dishes, cut the garlic, seasoned the carrots and many more..
Sis's boyfriend came over and joined in the celebration, had dinner 1st, our hardwork paid off, it tasted fantastic in the end. (For $68.25, IT BETTER TASTE BETTER!!)
Cake time , watched TV in the process, and I handed over the present. (:
Fuck I forgot to give my birthday card lol, nvm ltr can gib :D

I'm still with the flu, want to get the flu jab as soon as I get recovered. ^^
Hope Im feeling better tomorrow; SUNTEC CITY GOT FOOD FAIR WOOTS LOL.
Im watching 4bia tomorrow, calling my friends to go with me (:

Can't believe my holidays are gone just like that, 5 days only!
Back to school next week to tackle the prelim exams..
I'm still not to sure if I still want to do my POA homework, NEVER TOUCHING IT EVEN IF IT HURTS TO!
Audi has been down since 10am, hopefully will be okie by tomorrow or so..

Got to run now, Byes & Happy Birthday Dad agains ! (:

The preparation's set! 4:35pm

Don't know what I was doing there o.o

I'm just.. playing a fool with the chicken lol -.-

Got my hands on the basil leaves and don't know what's that, damn my hand stinks!

Almost done .. Damn haven't done yet?

5th September 2008

2008-09-05T10:19:00.002+08:00

I'm no longer with -OH-its ;

I just can't seem to familiarize myself with the guild; for some strange reason I felt very weird being with the guild.
I know the guild did its best to give me as much attention, I appreciated that but I can't HANG ON!
I like the guild seriously and the people there as well,
its my character, preferred being single which made me feel awkward;
I have my own personal problems which no one can help me with, only I can help myself.
I have my reasons to quit the guild after all.
I just wanna say sorry guys you have been great friends & helped me whenever you could.
Don't feel sad guys , its my own doing and my own fault,
Sorry that I quit, but I had my reasons.

Maybe its better that i'm alone by myself with friends around me, I don't fit in to be with guilds, I joined other guilds, but FAILED with all of them.

To be continued later,

3rd September 2008

2008-09-04T00:50:00.002+08:00

Nothing to post today!
Still don't know why they broke up..
But I don't care for now.
Tomorrow shall continue to post ;D

2nd September 2008

2008-09-02T14:41:00.002+08:00

It's another posting on my blog today!

I don't know why but I felt damn miserable while playing audi today,
ya I was excited that I managed to conquer the waves ;D
BUT..
Something really bothered me, *Which brings me to talk about the topic of the week!

Today's topic, "What do you think that had lead to the break up of my best pals?"

To give a background information on the story behind it,
Sunday, 31st August 2008
Met soul online and he told me that he & icey had broke up TT & I was like "WHAT THE HELL DAMN IT WHY??!!!" Then he said, "you wanna know, ask icey." ==
Yea I really reacted to the response and broke down, killed my day .
Later at night I caught up with icey, I asked her and she couldn't explain to me the reason why they break up. "I don't know how to put it.." What a answer.. =.-
Sena knew about it and he told me he hated icey for that because she was the one who pulled the trigger.
Yesterday two complications came up which could be possibilities that lead to the seperation.
1. Soul was on drugs, ecstacy, got the info from Sena yesterday night.
2. Icey's FAM Leader ---Pyschox3 could have influenced or manipulate her to break. (It's a stupid complication but hey, anything can happen.)

So what could be the reason? Post your views on the tagboard.

Im in mum's office now, going to the national library to study.
To be continued later;D

1st September 2008

2008-09-01T23:13:00.001+08:00

Nothing to post today!
Currently enjoying my holidays! =P
Bye :D

--SIGNED OFF 11:13PM; 1st September 2008--

31st August 2008

2008-08-31T22:09:00.002+08:00

"I'm not going to leave Audi.
Because I can't bear to leave my friends behind.
I have to make most of what I have;
As I don't have much time left to spare,
Even if life's difficult to hold onto,
I have no choice but to make it through the day.
I have started this race, &I have to cross the finish line."

30th August 2008

2008-08-30T23:52:00.003+08:00

"Great outing today with uncertainty.."

Woked up at about 7.30am toady, changed my bedsheets etc,
I then used the computer for awhile, played audi.
Had my lunch before I left, hey I wore my class T!
Headed down to Dhoby Ghaut, met the guys at the food court upstairs plaza singapura.
Omg lol I forgot sort of how to get to the food court, haven't gone there for a long time.
Met Lann, imbored(LOL good that he came), Shaa, Moo & Jun. LOL did the intros etc, felt very nervous, but I tried to kept my cool.
We chatted for awhile before heading to the PCBUNK, hanged out there waiting for Mint& Lynn.
Okays , next we went to the cathay to get our tickets first, and went back to the bunk
Played for 1 hour at there, killing time to go watch the movie,
I've gone so lousy, even I lose to imbored in beat up(I won once). played some 4k's and 8k's,
lost every game but didn't matter.
Moo had to go to church, went to the movies without him.
after that RAIN FALLS! Dashed all the way there, lol got soaked.
Yea my hairdo's ruined.
While waiting for the movie, Vinn by accident spilled the isotonic drink all over me, hahas I didn't mind, I needed to wash the clothings anyway =D.
Watched Wall.E, I tot we're suppose to watch 4bia, but nooo! Think most of us couldn't take it.
Ok la the movie, not so bad; neither is it good.
After the movie, .. Jun, Mint & Lynn had to go , so its only the four of us!
Walked and chatted with them, good thing the sun cleared up.
I forgot my EZ link card I left at the bunk, but I went back to retrieve it.
Left them after that, and I headed home.

Sorry I couldn't upload the pics, as I forgot to switch my phone to my camera phone.
><"

Comes the uncertainty part,
The fact: I did had a great time at the outing;
but something I don't know is, "What do they think of me as?"
Yea I was pretty nervous, felt abit confused ..
I hope I would do better if there's ever gonna be a second outing, but maybe i'm not going.. Not sure,
Feel like leaving -OH-its, I realised i'm too lousy to join their guild, the truth is, I don't want to give the guild a bad name.
Maybe i'll quit the guild after all, go back being single . Which guild wants a lousy player anyway.
I feel very sick inside, I don't know why..
I think the only thing that could ever be there for me is my own shadow.
The only people who I love now its just 4, frm audi :D
I hope my misery will go away soon. I'm still suffering from severe depression since February to now..
I'll sign off now, don't want to think about it. ><"

29th August 2008

2008-08-29T22:49:00.002+08:00

Continuing from my previous post.

HALLELUJAH tomorrow's the day! The guild outing with -OH-its!
Meeting at 1pm at Dhoby Ghaut MRT lols.
Heard we're gonna watch the 4bia movie, scary but never minds.
I'm wearing my class-T for the outing! LMAO guessed i've fallen in <3 with my class T!
Oh pics will be posted for the outing! =P
Too excited.. ><"

I better style my hair for it too; I look like crap without my hair styled I guess, still not decided on the jeans that im going to wear, black or dark faded jeans har?
LOL later than decide.
So this post is mainly about my outing tomorrow,
I don't have much to write anymore, gonna stop here for today!

Tomorrow you can bet my post is gonna be one whole long story.
GD NITES! BYES ;D

29th August 2008

2008-08-29T12:22:00.003+08:00

Celebrated teacher's day in school today!
Had our ACES day walk @ yishun part, before that watched a ancient chinese sport documentary etc.
Collected back my result slip; not bad 2 B's and 1 D, Have to do well in Prelims then.
Watched the teachers' day concert, man this year was the besst concert so far!!
Headed back to class, cool the class decorated the board with the glowing coloured sticks,
BUT...
I watched our class video; managed to get a sneak preview before showing it to Mdm Lau, then as I watched, my heart sank into the pacific ocean deep below.
After I saw the video, I didn't know what I was doing .. I couldn't take it and LEFT without telling anyone; *Even if I had told them I'm going, no one would care!*
Got to admit, it was a touching video,
At least it didn't make me feel part of the class, IM ONLY JUST A SO-SO "CLASSMATE" GOD DAMN IT TT.
I've got to be strong, 1 more month left! &after that its OVER.
Don't want to be my friend, bully me I aso don't care much, I deserved it.
I learnt my lesson from this mistake, "DON'T FAIL IN POLY AS A FRIEND, EVEN IF YOU FAILED IN SECONDARY SCHOOL!"
I failed.. not academically but as a friend, I made too many mistakes.
I know it's all in the past, but it's so hard.. to let go!!
But 1 thing I will never ever let go in my life until I die; it's my CLASS T-SHIRT!; which I'll always cherish with me.

To be continued tonight; *Sorry I failed. ='( *

28th August 2008

2008-08-28T21:10:00.006+08:00

PREEEELIMS TODAY!! Amazingly I thought the english is suppose to be difficult but its SUPER EASY! O lvl would think its more easier .. o.o
Kept signing teachers' day cards and turned in mine before i headed home..
Went to bugis to walk around for awhile, played at the lan shop, played with ---TOFU-x3 for awhile, I realised that my skill had gone down the drain.
5 plus took train home,
had dinner at home, father rushing me to eat my food. I should'nt have gone out in the first place.
Studied maths during night study, l0l <3 my class T's!
came back and onto the computer, I at first talked with XinYun and she invited me go audi and I was, haha sure no problem.
Then when i played, Everything went hell..
I used to be a hero in my friend's hearts in audi, now i'm just a plain zero.
Wondered if..,
Hero + Friends - Noob Skills - Reputation Lost = Zero? Don't know la, only just a guess.
I think i'll just quit audition for awhile, don't think anyone would care if i'm gone or dusted.
1st September my last day, will be back on 11th November 2008.
Heys last 4 days to play with my friends, better than nothing =).
To friends, *Don't miss me when i'm gone for the period, Jys all the way in audition and may you guys be blessed with days with smiles ahead."

Oh and that story I was going to tell you, well here it is!
Tuesday, walked into school, had assembly at the parade square, I then got pulled out along with my other friends, just because I didn't go for the remedial yesterday.
Next moment we were outside the staff room, then that mdm Raps came and spoke to us..
Damn she ordered all of us to call our parents, then I was the second one.
Guess what? She yelled at me said that I was lying and got convicted ! Got more lectures etc etc.
I know I was in the wrong for lying but; NEED TO YELL? NEED TO GO OVERBOARD?
That's the story. Not to mention she gave us holiday homework!!
Fuck it la. Glad got 1 more month left in school.

Looking forward to teacher's day celebration tomorrow at school, YOU BET I'M WEARING MY CLASS SHIRT!!
alrights got to go. ^^
Nites :D

My sitting position filled with maths books, formulae etc.. IS THAT POA PAPER I SEE?? ==!!! FUCK LA POA _|_

Front part of the class T's! nice sias right? Paid $14.50 of course nice la..

Our class T's the back dere, left french right german language.. style sios!

Lets see, maths and more maths... at least know how to do. =P

27th August 2008

2008-08-27T21:21:00.003+08:00

Science Prelim Practicals today! OMG I made a fiasco x.x, i wrote Aluminium Carbonate when its actually ZINC carbonate! ><". never mind at least I did pretty Ok in the physics section..
Played the new Audition today, lols bought the Cute Ghost pet lols!
Guess i'm going on the outing with the -OH-its peeps! I'm bored anyway might as well come along =D.
You won't believe what the fuck happened yesterday,
I'll explain all about that tomorrow, but this time THIS HAS REALLY GONE TOO FAR!
Tomorrow is written paper prelims!
English language first up! Should pass tomorrow; Aim for A1 better lots!
Wonder if I should go to the bugis lan shop tomorrow..
OMG ya by 6.30 I need to be in school for night study,
SSS N SDSP is down during the prelims, but the night study is NOT! @@
I'll sign off now, nothing much to write anyway but oh wells.
BYE! :D

--SIGNED OFF 9:42PM--

Lol cute ehhs? oo ghost looks scary =P

23rd August 2008

2008-08-23T21:52:00.002+08:00

Bored today D: . +
Woke up at about 10.50am,
didn't do much after that.
Can't you believe it ? Don't know why but I overslept my usual timings these days;
I only remembered I had a horrible day yesterday; got scolded x.x
It was yesterday evening,
Out of anger I yelled at dad by accident, got scolded by sis, called me "crazy"
I provoked her and she continued to break me down , and I really did.
Tried to explain my situation, they didn't listen.
Feeling miserable the past few days,
It was today then I realised I went too far by scolding Li Jing on my blog a few days back.
Maybe I didn't consider her feelings as well. After all she was right, being a vice-chair isn't easy. Like I was a few years back.
I don't know, but I didn't feel I was doing the right thing.
Just one message, "Sorry LJ, made a dumb mistake by insulting you over a minor matter, you had done alot for us as a class, keep going and jy!"

Guess we should consider each other feelings, think that's what friendship is all about.
I admit there are bad times, but surely there are good times we had right?
Maybe that's what made me overslept, gotta admit, didn't had a good sleep. T.T
Played Audition today, met my mei and couple as well,
xy then called me, didn't talk very much.
Slept for awhile, woke up and went to the market to devour on a pizza, ><"
Watched the olympics after that, then that's when I received the message on my phone, and feared for the worst.
Read her offline message , I have to admit,
her message filled my eyes with tears, I know guys don't cry but this is exceptional all right?
I really apologised to her after that, I DIDN'T MEAN IT.
Nice of her to forgive me, I'm sure no one will be forgiving if they were in her position..
Don't have the mood to carry on writing,
Continuing tomorrow, It has at least made me realised what a fucking idiot I had been after what's done.
PS: Sorry Li Jing, but you had been a great friend to most of us! ;D

-SIGNED OFF 10:27PM, 23rd August 2008-

22nd August 2008

2008-08-22T17:57:00.002+08:00

Life is just UNFAIR... !!!
I don't know why I feel like this D:
Everyone Hated me for what I did; but it's not my fault TT
Am I that stupid, or a horrible person?
Because of what I did, you have to hate me behind my back?
I'm just feeling broken inside.
No one really cared,
I have nothing left to smile. =(
It's the end of me.
-----------------------------------------

21st August 2008

2008-08-21T23:10:00.002+08:00

I had thought about this poem and would like just to share it out,

"Because I'm Different"

You've have seen me walking in my own shadow,
being isolated from every single soul;
it has been painful, but I had no choice to bear
the pain.
Because I'm hated.

It's any other normal day; getting bullied by hooligans,
pushed and kicked around like a sphere ball.
I've never realised the pain i'm going through,
but I think it's perfectly normal for anyone to face problems.
But not everyone goes through this predicament, only
Because I'm dislikened.

I'm never treated the same like everyone else,
be it appearance, character, not anything else.
I keep falling back, spending my time pondering,
on the bad memoirs I've kept. No one to help me up,
Because I'm a weirdo.

"Why?" I ask myself, "Is it so hard to be friends with me?
Not to get ill-treatment because of my condition?
Is life that unfair? But Why??"
The answer finally came and pounced on me
it's Because I'm Different. + End +

If you can understand this poem, you will know how i'm feeling TT.
Today was my english O lever oral exams, hopefully I will make it, :D
gt a C5 for chemistry, not too bad but can be better ! ^^
Looking forward to a better tomorrow, I know I owed alot of assignments, but I will get them done ASAP.
Have to go sleep now, hope this poem helps to make you understand what i'm going through :D
BYE! ^.^

16th August 2008

2008-08-16T23:52:00.002+08:00

Nothing happened today, only to know that it was really very boring.
Woke up at 10.50AM, don't know why but I overslept some way or the other.
Did nothing in the morning except watching the boring olympics.. Oh and by the way congrats to SG sort of, getting a medal, don't know its gonna be silver or gold but shall find out tomorrow!
Yuhhs I gotta admit, I played Audi for awhile since I was damn bored with almost nothing to do..
Stopped at around 3, guess what? My audi mei msg me after so long liaos.. Rofl, crazy lor, very de unexpecting kinda?
Slacked around until 5 reading archie comics, went out to thompson plaza had thai express for dinner .. Walked around there, wasn't really of much fun.
Came back at 7.18pm, used the lappy and watched soccer on TV as the new season has kicked off lols.. Man almost nicked the 1st prize 4D, $25k we've almost grabbed damned.. 1320 >> 2320!! ==
watched until 9.45, went back to my room, continued with audi .
Here I am now, 12am on the 17th, can't play computer tomorrow, gotta chiong for my chemistry as well.. LOL monday I go copy the POA homework from my friend, don't feel like doing it sort of..
Guess I'm signing off, going to sleep ..
NITES lol ;D
--SIGNED OFF 12:10AM, 17th August 2008--

15th August 2008

2008-08-15T20:42:00.002+08:00

How should I start? Oh yes! We had PE yesterday and our rugby test isn't until next friday. Oh great and we played rugby practicing in the process as well. Comes 12.30pm. I was in the 4E1 classroom for english, and guess what one of the pupils saw outside the window.. A burglar breaking into the house!
His yelling sort of caught the attention of the whole class and was distracted.
Stupid sia he go shout at de fellow he surely will run ma.
So anyway after awhile the police came, went up to the wrong floor somemore..
5th floor and when they got to the scene, he's already gone.
Mr. Latiff went over to give the report on the burglar.. Man were we distracted by tt stupid burglar..
SO he escaped, drama lasted for 30minutes or so.. And the police were finally gone after they couldn't wait any longer .
So.. Yupp we had maths after that, kinda boring as usual.
Went back home for a while, freshen up and headed back to school by 2:27pm,
SSS didnt start until 2:50pm, guess what its maths SSS n SDSP today..
Didn't had a choice but to focus on the lesson, got back the test paper and oh well, at least it was some sort of improvement! (Ain't bad for a potential failure rite?)
Focused and concentrated on the lesson , bearing the time with only a 37Degree isotonic drink to fill my empty stomach , all the way until 5pm.
spend the rest of the 1 hour 30 minutes revising my maths, yuhhs I aso did accompany Ghufran for a while, aint so bad walking around the school.. better than sitting on the bench with a sore back side lols!
6;30! Night Study starts! Continued on the same subject, maths again!
revised on everyday mathematics, and basic arithmatic and mensuration.. Tried to absorb the formulae and theories.. Did manage to get in lols.
Listened to my itouch, better than hearing loud chatters and noises coming from across the cateen! RAWR!
Strived until 8:30pm, the programme ends! well Mdm Koh did talk to me for awhile concerning whether if I should retake my MTL exams and I said, "I will consider".. Yuhhs i gt 5 subjects to concentrate on especially my maths, Can't afford to fail it!
8:33pm, left the school compound. Went home, but hey its nice walking in the night though lols!
MSNED for awhile with JiaHui for awhile, and slept after that!

Next morning! 6:55 out of bed into my uniform and at 7:07 I was well on my way, came downstairs. And guess what? I saw my schoolmate who is my neighbour either ! It's funny I've always been like a coincidence that I see her almost everytime.. It's strange I've always been seeing her as well for the past few months, and this is going on for sometime now.. Yuhhs I should have taken the opportunity to say hi and then again; there's always next week! :D *She seems nice really; should I take the chance to get to know her better? Oh never mind; that's the least of my worries. (: *
Reached the compound at 7:20. Wasn't late again as usual..
Hey good news; got back my long awaited Literature test and guess what again? 20.5 / 25! Finally a A1! Been waiting so long for that grade,
But.. I have to see that grade more often on my certificate (:*
Came combined Humans.. had a Social Studies test on SBQ, about 9-11 with Osama and CO. crazy I used the inference and usefulness skill.. Hope I'll get a decent grade, will be appearing on my result slip by the way;
Nothing much after that, 12:50 I headed straight home, NOT retaking my MTL exam!
Glad mum came back today, was able to share the news with her concerning my ACE lols.
Went on a car ride, went to refill the petrol in her car.
Ate Eva's Magnum ice cream and to tell you, its great! ($3.90 ice cream stick what do you expect except a good quality?)
But sadly mum got classes tonight, won't be seeing her until 10 but never minds..
Had fried rice for lunch, so I didn't had anything for dinner.
Suppose to do the assignment mum assigned me to do. But I left the answer key in school!
Can't do the work, will explain to mum later; surely she'll understand (:.
Gotta sign off now, sorry to readers if you find my entry UNSUALLY long today, its yesterday's and today's events!
Going to eat now! I'm starved!
Byebye ^^
--SIGNED OFF 9:11PM, 15th August 2008--

14th August 2008

2008-08-14T22:50:00.003+08:00

im just posting de nite study programme photos; will be talking all about it tomorrow in my next post!
Gd Nite! =P :D

Today's night study! Studying the horrors of mathematics OMG MAN!

Along the bench , everyone's work in action!

19:28 .. man so long into the night study, cant wait to get home to slp man!

walking out of de sch.. 8:33pm .. oh home sweet home! =D

my sch at nite.. man at least its better den day time, wonder if dere is nite class? =P

12 August 2008

2008-08-12T22:18:00.002+08:00

Today was sooooo stupid! damn..
1st, had to sit outside the stupid poa room just because I didn't know how to do my erm homework ya homework..
2nd, damn and they had to call my parent sia wtf.. one molehill transformed into a mountain?? Come off it this isn't really a serious matter and its not the "Transformers" movie rite??
3rd, release of the stupid chinese O result, ooh guess what? I GOT F... damn that really killed the rest of my day. And you won't believe it, 125 / 129 candidates actually passed their MTL oh my god..
Guessed i'm really ashamed of myself, I was speechless.. For that I was traumatised for the next 5 hours or so -.-||.

SSS and SDSP WHOOOO WHEEee... boring as usual; SSS was chemistry and we learnt the boring mole concept which anyone in this school knows how to do maybe?
SDSP.. Physics, guessed what? A new bible and its free hahas! Unlike that stupid POA bible where I paid $8.00 for it .. Cool isn't it? At least I didn't have to spend any of my allowance from it.

Today, was the start of de ye'ole NIGHT STUDY PROGRAMME!! It was 5 when i got released from my classes and headed to the canteen, wanted to leave school to eat at the coffeeshop nearby and fuck it was raining like cats and dogs and I had to stay in school, only tidbits and a bun to satisfy my hunger for the rest of the day!

Heres how it goes, 1st I studied my physics bible for the past 1 half hours until 6.30 where the programme began. Studied chemistry doing the rate of reaction homework and some studying as well until 8, and then i spent the last half hour revising de horrors of maths! omg!
But all didn't out to be so bad. 8.30 we were released from school,
walking out of the school gates, on a cold night. Cool ! (:

gotta sign off now, nvm abt wad happen today, i still hv 5 other subjects to hold onto!
:D
Ciao (:

11th August 2008

2008-08-11T20:36:00.002+08:00

Haven't blogged for quite awhile; just preoccupied with too many things on my mind these few days..
School.. Family.. Friends..
Oh well nothing about that, well but i'm just bored really; seems like school is getting boring with nothing much to do, well its been 5 days i've been bringing sweets to school, splitting the loot of sweets among my friends.
school work getting higher and heavier; cant even support it! (What's the meaning man?!)
Part one end: part two continued later (:

3rd August 2008

2008-08-03T20:09:00.002+08:00

Im tired of posting the pictures of today, and didn't feel like doing it anyway. Will be posting tomorrow .
Wasn't so bad today I guess , woke up at 6am, went to macritchie reservoir park at about 7, went there to walk the trail to the stupid bridge . Damn far isn't it? Ok i didn't find any golfballs or anything, but I brought back, a foot full of blisters, a flu n cold dunno from where though.
Came back at 11am, slacked around in audi, play play earn dens aso do story.
Come 3pm went to golden village watch movie ,
wasn't so boring unlike hanging at home at de silly com all day -___-"
Still; brought dat flu along wif me . Used about 40-50 tissue paper liaos for today.
But come towards the end of the day; the flu n cold is still with me.
I Don't know if tomorrow can go school; see how my flu ><
_____________________________________________________________

Maybe i'm not going to school tomorrow; who knows right? Lets see first.

--SIGNED OFF 9:10pm 3rd August 2008--

1st August 2008

2008-08-01T20:34:00.003+08:00

The gates are open; let hell begin! Surprisingly today i did great on my literature test; though i didnt really study for it but next week should know wads gonna happen. Sian today I stayed back to catch up on my physics test on heat, did great as well on it, at least I studied that.
I'm still going on the computer whenever I can; although I was suppose to go today to have pizza hut with my friend but never happened. donnoe why == .

This is stupid my misery has came back again! Now i'm feeling even more worst that im still getting pushed around again! Now its so difficult for my friends to treat me as one of them, I put it this way, asking them to be my friend is like asking them to get A1s in A.Maths and POA or to climb mount everest, swim across the pacific ocean.-.-

Can't you believe now I think my teachers are getting tired of listening and helping me with my problem as well. After all I don't care if they don't want to help, I don't force them too. But im glad the weekend is here and monday comes i bet 101% im gonna sit outside the commerce room again (It has became a nice environment to study in doesn't it?)

Another problem is my parents! Yes I was wrong that I forgot to put my uniform in the wash but do they have to yell at me? Even I told them that i did great on my 2 tests today and they were like, 'whatever' -.-.
To tell you the truth, I don't know what my friends see in me; they might see me as another fucking idiot or someone who is mentally stupid. I don't know.. My life is in a mess now, school, home, character problems and im still getting counselled in school. Isn't there no end to this misery?? IS LIFE SO DIFFICULT TO GET BY WITH?
I don't know.. It's like the whole world is tired of me.. T.T

--SIGNED OFF 8:56pm, 1st August 2008--

Just thought maybe I would like to upload some photos from wednesday to now.

yesterday de guys were playing rugby during pe lessons, I just take for fun .

Another of kok's drawings on de table; where's the head?

l0ls dis is in class; not sure wads zul doing though .

my handwriting (in red) on de board during our breaks on wednesday.

our class noticeboard! nice rite? l0ls

a talented fool playing on de piano -.- ; didnt take his face =P

29th July 2008

2008-07-29T18:50:00.002+08:00

Hahas today ponten; si beii ho seiis ! Didn't do much today except studying and playing audi awhile nias. But beats schooling anyday! Sad im gonna be in school tomorrow.
Oh fuck POA SDSP tomorrow ==
Si bei tiring and cannot tahan sias..
Well at least tomorrow can wake up late! ^^
8:45 nid to be in school, not sure when im gonna wake up; hopefully not before than hahas ;D.
Went out to eat only today; ? Not boring? I would think so ..
To be continued later, now go eat den study later ==

Hahas ^^ =P

2008-07-28T20:22:00.002+08:00

Today! Wasn't really so bad unlike de other days, well I told my friends about my expedition to macritchie and it was like, oh well, its not like you've been dere de 1st time anywae. POA comes and well as usual outside the torture chamber for me; can't you believe dat teacher of ours is so f****** unreasonable?? I was sent home last week and didn't know today's homework and she just like, oh whatever ==. But never minds I sat outside, better den in dat stupid room anywae D;.

Come english, vocab test! Didn't study for it and well at least I did manage to fill in de blanks after all, wasn't tough was it?
Combine humans. and 2 free periods for us! Well we did a worksheet on Tourism, den after dat was last period and I hang around chatting wif everyone else. i did wrote on de whiteboard a message to our class to keep going! I wouldn't play the sneak and just wrote it on the board. kinda nice anywae!

Im not going to school tomorrow! Though there's a physics test on heat and SSS, SDSP as well. Oh wells I ain't going tomorrow! Friends leave a tag on my board if deres homework, thanks hahas!

Well i gotta scram! Gonna have to revise my geography in a minute now!
BYEEEE! ^^ =P

L0ls kok hoong drew dis on de table; omg artist sehhs! Looks nice anywae.

Cool he drew another one of dose! hey doesnt it gets better and better? =P

Angels Wings; Looks realistic; wonder hw he drew dat? o.o

Before our combine humans. SDSP == Diaos si behhs tired liaos lor ..

Into the SDSP.. 4:40pm.. 4:45pm .. Zzzzzzs ==

--SIGNED OFF 8:33pm 28th July 2008--

27th July 2008

2008-07-27T20:08:00.003+08:00

Ended up in marina square instead of Suntec city, well the admission was too costly, $12 a person to see flora? You've got to be joking !

Today went to Macritchie (Don't know how to spell==) reservoir, decided to go on the trail to the treetop bridge walk, 10.3km from the carpark lot. So I decided to go at 4:00pm, reach dere at 4:30.. walked on the path where the school cross country run used , ended up somewhere, looks like heaven, grass patches, blue sky, golfers teeing off, thats 6km later. So I went around a leaf bush and saw a even longer trail into the woods. 4km more to the bridge, and I gave up, I reached 6km at 5:15pm, went back to the carpark lot reached about 6:20. But great at least I found a golf ball in the woods, some golfer tee the ball off and landed on the tree, falling to the ground, and I picked it up. lols well at least I wasn't so disappointed after all. "Anyone up for golf ya?" l0ls

Tomorrow, DON'T REMIND ME! School!! Its back to square one and I'm sooooo nervous about 1st August, where my drilling begins @_@. Hey chills 2months of suffering might turn out to be lifetime enjoyment, just don't push it!
Combined Humans SSS and SDSP until 5, staying until 7pm to revise..
English test tomorrow on vocabs! (Better study! OMG!) ..
POA @@ Commerce Room (Torture chamber I call it -.-)
Well it aint that bad, last period is free anywae!)
Hope to get a great start on my new behaviour! Tired of being a all time feminine act and loser bum on brooklyn avenue -.-.
Lets see if my attitude tomorrow will set things right and smiling lols.
Gortta go! Cya tomorrow ! =P
^^

-SIGNED OFF 12:19AM, 28th July 2008--

ok dis so called funny fungus dat grows on de trunk of a fallen tree, looks sick @@

Lots of turtles out on a suntan @@! 6 of dem in fact. eeks! =P

A monkey on the ground! Well he hated the camera anywae so he turned his bck on me D;

A monkey monkeying around; on the tree eating something. l0ls

o.o turtle<3 !! =P now dats big; l0ls cant i bring it home? No i guess.. =(

The forest trail ==, 10km from the bridge, seems like no end to this trail @@

The trail to the bridge is still damn long way.. 5km more ><"

26th July 2008

2008-07-26T13:07:00.002+08:00

I'm just bored. Can't you believe it? I thought saturday would usually be a fun day but nooooo! , its so boring! There's so much to look forward to the weekends, getting away from school, dis-stressing from misery and many other things. But not for today, its just b-o-r-i-n-g!

I just thought of bringing up a topic today, haven't discuss for quite awhile now, its called, "How to beat boredom anytime without needing to use the computer." Opinions will be posted at 10:00pm later, but now to see what I'm gonna do today~

4:00pm and I'm leaving for the suntec garden city exhibition, can't you believe seeing flowers and flora all over the world? I would hope its going to be interesting at the flower exhibit , would be uploading photos of the event !

I guess I would sign off now, nothing to do anyway, maybe audi or sleep bahhs.
Continued later, "SIGNED OFF 1:15p.m 26th July 2008"

25th July 2008

2008-07-25T18:28:00.003+08:00

Oral today.. got 26/40 o.o" , and i thought that maybe i'll get 30 or higher like that. But guess not. Wore my blazer to school today due to the "cold" weather in the morning. Glad today's friday anyway. Wonder what to do over the weekend, defintely not the computer.

Audition is getting out of hand for me, it's like I don't know, just feel that i'm no longer who I am. I've changed, bad or worst? Good or better? People in audi regards me as their friends, do they really mean it ? I hope they aren't pulling my legs when they said that but, all I know is that I've become more and more miserable and sad, not angry.

I've lost my happiness totally from 16 years. Life has lost its meaning for me now and I stand alone in this mist of confusion with no direction for me to go. Misery has conquered my life now, don't know where and when will I find the light of happiness again. My 'o' levels decides my life, that's my main concern other than any other things, but how can i focus on my studies when i'm feeling so miserable all the time?

Not that I chose to be miserable but.. It suddenly gets to me, hits me at a unexact moment. I want to be and feel joyous and happy, but I just can't! I tried my best and I still failed. I know my friends are tired of me being miserable, I try to be happy so that my friends won't feel miserable along with me, but I just can't, no matter how fucking hard I tried. The sad thing is "No one understands how I feel", probably everyone thinks I'm just too free with nothing to do and to be miserable to catch other people's attention, but it's not my PLOY to do that.

I'll still try to get this misery off my back, it's hard but I can at least try once, twice, thrice and fourth again.
OFF TO DINNER! =P WILL CONTINUE AGAIN LATER ~

24th July 2008

2008-07-24T20:31:00.002+08:00

I just leave it to fate to decide my future then. Now I've gotta concentrate more on my 'O' levels instead of worrying what's going to happen in my social life, imagine me against everyone; who could believe that I could stand out top in the end? Glad tomorrow's friday, and ENGLISH PRELIM ORAL is tomorrow at 3:30PM! Omg think i'm gonna get fright staaaaaaaaaring at the examiners... == . Oh well pray pray thens. I believe i'm going to sit for my physics test on mechanism , better start revisin' . Tomorrow will continue!
=P

Signed off 9:00pm, 24th July 2008

23rd July 2008

2008-07-23T22:23:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of being a idiot. Why can't anyone accept me? Do I look like a idiot? What's with me that makes everyone hate me so much.. Fine I was born an idiot but do I need this kind of treatment? No right? God why did you give me this life?? I wish i'm normal who have good friends.. But No!! I ended up getting bully just because i'm different. SO WHAT if im different, i'm still human like you fucking idiots right??

1week more and its goodbye to audition, can't stand people calling me a noob and a cb kia.. I don't know its like I love only myself, my friends don't give a fuck about me neither do they care. (Ask them to care about me its like telling them to climb mount everest.) I wish I was a death victim at the Sichuan earthquake, I really ought to die , after all if god doesn't love me what's the point of me continuing to suffer in this horrible world?

I admit Im stupid, I admit im dumb and useless, I don't want to be with friends because I gave them mian zi.. Don't want them to look bad in front of others with me around, I'm just a idiot.

I haven't blog for so long, yes I know.. Schoolwork, stress, bullied by "friends", teased and kicked around by others. 10days ago I mentioned hopefully I will get good friends, but instead, even my friends who cared for me now are slowly betraying my friendship for them. I feel like asking, AM I STUPID? 99.9% will say yes, 0.01% will say no i'll bet ..
Continuing tomorrow, want to go and sleep right now, just don't have the mood to contiinue.

13th July 2008

2008-07-13T21:49:00.002+08:00

Ohh Sunday! Guess its boring as usual.. hahas today slack in audi, wan chiong until main lvl 31 . Si bei sians today never go out, guess home is where i have to be contented with. Oops and lets see, surrounded with textbooks and lecture notes with a pile of homework stacked in front of me and its like .. wad the fuck man ? Do I really have to do all this ? You must be crazy, and i mean Siao sot!

Today saw my audi laopo online, say she gt problems wif audi bt i dun mind hahas, so we talk talk on msn. 2 weeks never play wif her miss her =X. celebrated my audi frens bdae via sms," wont it be craazy if i just say.. oh damn i forgot to giv u de present ==" . I dont noe, sounds stupid D:

MUNDANE MONDAY, sighs its back to school again, facing creeps and friends, teachers etc all around in north view, 3 more months!! Bear with it!
oops POA tomorrow, hope its not my turn becos i didnt study de theory for de oral tmr. ohhh god.. Well guess i gt to live wif it then, not that i have a choice == .

7am-7pm daily routine monday to thursdays, next month 7am-9pm even more stupid, if you're lazy like me . You can't bear the timings in school, especially if you don't have any friends ><"

--SIGNED OFF 10:08pm, 13th July 2008--

7th July 2008

2008-07-07T20:27:00.002+08:00

There it goes again! Swell our youth day holiday flew by just as fast as we are suffering. I just can't stand school. I just don't know why it just gets to me sort of.. 2 reasons!

1. The "Friends" Or Fiends in this school that i can't stand.

2. Just sick and tired of it.

It's not that I just hate going to school, but I guess it just sucks luhhs cannot help it. I'm not like my any any other friends well, who don't mind going to school because they have other friends there too. What about me? I'm worst, get picked on, teased on, get insulted and many more in store.. Even the teachers are making things worst *Can't tell why*. Basically what does everybody and I mean everybody, has that I don't have? 2 things: 1. Friends 2. Normal people. It doesn't get any better from here, 3 more months down the road and i'm in for the time of this life though. Don't ou think it's just stupid? I find it stupid.. Of course you know my parents aren't making my life any better and worth living for.

Had 3 days of fun though I didn't blogged since saturday. Lets see, things didn't quite work out according to what i've planned. Yupps i saw them and then, oh well felt nervous. A crazy concept, Online: Friends, Offline: Strangers. Get the picture? I don't think you do anyway. But yea at least it was fun sort of? Went on to bugis bought a few pieces of clothings for around 90 bucks and that was it.

Sunday wasn't much, just hang around the computer almost all day .
Youth day today and went to causeway point to get my brooch and that was it. Boring isn't it? Wait till tomorrow and its even more boring than you think the past 3 days are boring. Ain't going to realise it but seeing teachers, "friends" for the next 4 days and the following 3 months. It makes you want to puke. Ain't looking forward going back to school tomorrow! 6am- 7pm 100days+ everyday, Can survive it? I tell you, if you hate studying and think everyday's boring, I don't think you will survive it.

--SINGED OFF 8:42PM, 7th July 2008--

4th July 2008

2008-07-05T00:52:00.002+08:00

tomorrows my day, outing with sena and icey at bugis.. lols can't wait for that bt im actually looking forward to it hehes ;D .. well today wasn't much, only except today we had chinese 'O' level oral and it was pretty easy ya? just great I just hate some of my friends in school.. All the fuck they do is just tease me out of my face.. damn you know its just so fucked up sometimes .
Time for Bed, to be blogging tomorrow with pics ;D

--SIGNED OFF AT 1:09A.M, 5th July 2008--

2nd July 2008

2008-07-02T20:22:00.002+08:00

I wish.. I should have treated my friends better from the start. Today during our SSS and SDSP after school, I kena made fun of from my friends again!! yesh i was deir guinea pig again.. I wish that my friends would stop bullying me, after all I'm getting tired of life. Though I plan not to go for my MTL oral on friday, what's the point? I have already failed my MTL and my oral would make my grades worst.. It seems I wasn't over sensitive after all. My friends have really took a penknife and slashed my heart with a scar which never heals.. AREN'T YOU GLAD I'M LEADING A LIFE OF HELL?? It's not fair for me to get bullied JUST BECAUSE I'M BORN MENTALLY RETARTED!! IS IT MY FAULT??! NO RIGHT? THEN WHY YOU CAN'T JUST.. Shut The Fuck Up and keep your comments to yourself! I feel like giving up, and commit suicide in the end.. But I have to hold on, since I promised someone that I would pass my 'O''s.. Thats myself. I'm just indifferent.. Why lay the blame on me to remorse and reprimand myself? - Maybe I'm a stupid irritating bastard that's why they hate me..
The stress of my 'O' levels are mounting on me.. How much can I take it? God knows .

All I asked for, is to have better friends ='( ..

No mood to continue.. Will continue tomorrow.

--SINGED OFF: 8:37PM 2nd July 2008--

30th June 2008

2008-06-30T12:29:00.002+08:00

Never went to school today.. Just kinda tired and didn't feel like qoinq, so just ponten bahhs. Lol actually I stay at home to study (l0l quai mehs?? ;P). School is just borinq and the SDSP programme has just begun today. But OMG tomorrow when i'm back in school all the way until 7pm for the next 3 months!! ><"" No choice worr.. not that I wanted too.. Going shoppinq later at northpoint. LOL think all my friends are at the SDSP programme. Probably won't be seeing them there.. L0l it just feels good to ponten to slack sometimes right? Well yesterday that audi mei of mine told her kor everything and what happen? >> They both attacked me with words.. LOLS DAMN Them.. But never mind i also don't care anyway, Friday comes and I wonder.. LOL can predict something gonna happen at Audi, we'll just sit back and find out then. Now current;y studying, but sneaking to blog, i zao first bahhs, will be back to blog later :D

28th June 2008

2008-06-28T01:45:00.002+08:00

back ;DD . Maybe I hv been a little bit oversensitive about friends this and that. After all no point qettinq all vexed about this type of thinq anyway. 2 more days and its bye bye audi for 3 months. I havent been really bloqqinq for quite awhile, so many thinqs have kept me preoccupied like school work, annoyinq friends in audi and alot of thinqs. Well i was suppose to be at er.. this weddinq, ya weddinq. I cant talk much now so i'll siqn off now.. to be continued tomorrow . :D

24th June 2008

2008-06-24T20:44:00.002+08:00

Nothinq qets better!! Guess what? Tuesday morninq I was hopinq NOTHING would qo wronq but in the end.. IT DID! I admit I did forqet to do my homework and the price? Wearinq slippers on my riqht foot! It's so f***inq humiliatinq especially if you don't have friends LIKE ME! I had to bear it LOL like i don't even had a choice.. 3 periods of accountinq lessons in a AIR CON room! (Great they on the air con for us) To tell you, walkinq around with 1 slipper on your foot is so humiliatinq.. Even my friends made fun of me at mother tonque lessons later on..

FINE I was tired and wantinq to sleep since I didn't have a qood sleep last niqht and then.. Made fun of me this and that..DO THEY HAVE TO DO THAT?! Man what a bad day today man!! Firstly beinq made fun of by my "friends" and wearinq a slipper all day until 3pm with much humiliation.. Now why can't I have at least 1 GOOD FRIEND? I don't have any friends at all!! I don't know its that now i'm alone now and no one seems to qive fuck shit about me anymore >:O ..

Fine i'm much more stupid than my friends.. I let them kick me around, insultinq me this and that oh and makinq fun of me!! *Why I don't have any friends?! Is it my fault that i'm stupid and a idiot mentally if I know nuts about friendship?! Even my audi friends also don't like me..

I quess my teachers don't like me as well.. They had no choice but to mark all my work but if they had a choice, they would mark the rest and put my work in the paper shredder. It seems my life now is qoinq downhill, NO friends by my side.. Havinq to be there for my own. The worst is i'm alone! *I wish I was normal, that way people don't have to call me stupid or an idiot like i'm beinq used to.. Lessons to learn:

1.Don't critize anyone who is much more stupid than you or mock at like me for instance.

2. Be qood to your friends and maintain a qood friendship by beinq there for each other like best buds!

*Ex-friends and others: CAREFUL IN MAINTAINING A FRIENDSHIP AND DON'T END UP LIKE ME WITH NO FRIENDS TO HOLD ON TO.

Guess I have to hold on to myself, I hope there is somethinq to keep my face hiqh up.. I really don't have true friends anymore just because i'm stupid freak.
It's my 'O' Levels now that I have to save myself. Hopefully I will have better friends when i qo to poly hopefully next year.. :')

--SIGNED OFF AT 9:02PM 24th JUNE 2008--

23rd June 2008

2008-06-23T14:47:00.002+08:00

"It just qets stupider and more stupid".. I really don't know, first day of a new school term and thinqs didn't exactly qo well for me in the end. Firstly, arrived at school at 7.25 and assembled at my respective position at the school carpark. Afterwards I was waitinq for the flaq raisinq ceremony as usual (To tell you the truth, I hate that procedure!) and then, I GOT CAUGHT (Not red-handed)!! For an apparent reason, my hairstyle wasn't to the school's likinq and pulled me out to the back.. GRRR!! At least i'm not the only one. Well I was send back with the others to class .

Had 1st period, our teacher explaininq to us what we will be doinq for the next 4 m0nths. Oh we had a new timetable as well. Went to Lit. class followed by enqlish for the next 2 periods. Conversation practice this and that.. Come 10.10 when back at class from the music room, I was sent with my other friends to the concourse to qet our hairs trimmed! Damn.. had my back only trimmed which was wasn't so bad as I would think it would turn out to be.. Slacked in the toilet for 30mins with the others and went to the concourse and that was it!

For the rest of the day in school wasn't so bad, no SSS for this week. And after school my teacher talked to me personally as usual. It's only for the half of today and I don't know if anythinq else would qo wronq. To be continued..

22nd June 2008

2008-06-22T00:58:00.002+08:00

I haven't bloq for aqes -.-! yupp ever since what has happened i just don't feel like bloqqinq or sayinq anythinq. After all, everythinq's just stupid maybe? Damn my birthday's qone and so are the holidays! For now I really don't know what to do with this stupid life of mine. It doesn't qet any better does it huh?

First thinqs first, I didn't do really much for the 17th to the 18th, nothinq much for sure. Only on my birthday where at least I went out to celebrate thouqh.. Ok.. only some of my friends remembered my birthday and sadly, most of my friends forqot my birthday! (If they forqet even your birthday; don't call them friends!) It's stupid to sum up thinqs.

20th June which was yesterday. Well lets see I woke up in the morninq and didn't find out much stuff to do, helped to wash my mum's car (Btw I q0rt $50 from all the adruous task!) had a lunch at home where for the rest of the day I hanqed out at audi.. Then I went to northpoint, for a few thinqs.. Followed by oh well, had dinner at chinatown (HOW BORING!) That's where my day ends here and oh well.. Don't know how am I qoinq to hold my face in school on monday.. SIGHS! NOTHING qets better!

16th June 2008

2008-06-16T20:43:00.002+08:00

3 Days More :D! I haven't bloqqed over the weekend due to family problems. Firstly me like just to share with you what happened. Saturday, I took my parents out to lunch and eventually paid for everythinq and quess what? They started to quarrel in the car, to the lunch and on the way back. Unfortunately, my mum had left the house when we came back and now my mum hasn't returned home yet.(*Still waitinq !) My dad well have been askinq and interroqatinq me about my mum's whereabouts, and I totally don't even have a clue where she is.. Well I had to Audi-inq to just forqet everythinq what was qoinq on. It just went by in a flash ..

Sunday comes and of course to make thinqs worst, MY PET DIED!! I didn't had a chance to bury my dead turtle thouqh, i had to dispose him..(So hard to part from the departed.) Well I don't know if this is my retribution or qod punishinq me.. Fine I may have committed alot of mistakes for the past 6 months, BUT I DON'T NEED TO BE PUNISHED AND SUFFER RIGHT?!. I really have no clue, my birthday is just 3 days away and I can't imaqine what is qoinq to happen on my birthday... So to sum it all up, I didn't have a qood weekend, it was miserable and depressinq. 1st my mum and dad quarreled and my mum left, 2nd my pet died and 3rd? Fail 'O' levels? OH GOD I HOPE NOT! I need a helpinq hand now.. *Mum COME HOME OKAYY? T.T

I Had to postpone my opinions. I don't have the mood to talk about anythinq. My scars on my hands, will be with me for the rest of my life. To remind me how much pain I have went and lived throuqh the darkest days.* I just need someone to be there to help me up when im'm already down.. Just no mood to do my homework assiqnment! I'll siqn off now, be riqht back.. Haiish!!

13th June 2008

2008-06-13T00:08:00.007+08:00

Hahas 6 More days to qo! Well abit anqry and pek cek that my mp3 player spoil. (Now that I have to use my other spare mp3 player. Awww) Today Audi around quite abit, was busy chionqinq to level which I then eventually did. At least i passed license after tryinq a few times when i finally qot it. (OMG, Lvl.28 sure kena tio kick!)Well the couple level upqraded (Finally!) but can't love party yet.. 300pt!! nid 100 more sia. okayys other then that I just club around here and there. Kinda tirinq.. Another Voicinq:Thouqhts have surfaced with the question remains, :Do You Think That Life Is Unfair? Tomorrow are my views (Need to sleep!) cya tomorrow, byeee! ;D

okayys Canon Groove this 1 I qt 1st place.. Chain here and dere until everyone pek cek =P

Clubbinq as well! wif my laopo ;D think i didn't qet 1st place bt nvm bahhs. (Fun clubbinq around when its so borinq ;D)

hahas playinq beat up.. even the kinqy can't win. pro as usual =x! Audition: Like It(Jowa!) 145bpm

Christmas Curry (Party!) Did CFM @_@ holy cow! playinq wif xiiaocutiepie ;D

11th June 2008

2008-06-11T22:21:00.003+08:00

COUNTDOWN! 8days more and im already 17, does time fly really that fast? Don't think so? Lets see i didn't really do much today; except that I stayed at home with my terrapins and audiinq around for the fun of it. I haven't even start on my assiqnment yet OMFG! Tomorrow i'm qoinq out anyway so i probably don't have the time to do the assiqnment but i will do it on friday bahhs;X. To be continued later: qot another voicinq cominq up!

8k Canon Groove CFM @_@ l0l wif -x3FANTASAY~ Actually dats my mei usinq his Acc.

LOL I did the 135 CFM as well either =P. Dancinq 1,2,3!-- wif -LOVE-xDEVIL

That's Me Spinninq @_@! Did the FM fur 135 Queen Of Dancinq.

10th June 2008

2008-06-09T23:56:00.002+08:00

I have found back my feet finally ;D. Everythinq seems to start to qet better (Great isn't it?) Well i quess my happier days have just arrived. Of course we shouldn't hold on to qrudqes riqht? Well today i'm off to buqis at about 11am.. Wells I qort alot of shoppinq to do, to be continued with more pics on buqis tomorrow! ;DD

8th June 2008

2008-06-08T23:33:00.006+08:00

I don't know if this is crazy or just a total niqhtmare! Firstly after my family outinq back fr0m thompson plaza.. at the elevator my mum saw my hands been badly so called scarred or somethinq like that. From there she lectured and scolded me on the way until I apoloqised and said ............... .

But of course i thouqht everythinq would qo rather smoothly from there, (How wronq I was) and then after awhile later my mum came into my room and then yelled super loud at me.

Yes I admit I was abit unreasonable and yelled back and quess what. I ended up with a lump on my head after my mum threw the photo album and a box of papers at my head (qot to admit, that hurt D;) I didn't know what to do from there. So my mother tried to slap me and i quickly ran for cover. That's when everybody else intervened the scene and I was left there, stranded with nothinq to do. Maybe I'm stupid like what my mother called me or an idiot..

I don't know but it does speak of my character some sort of the way or the other. So my life has turned around for the worst, perhaps thinqs just won't qet better. I wish my mum moves out, since she said she wanted to qet rid of me (okay so she did mentioned her burdens will be much easier and lesser without me.)

Fine well pray hope my mum moves out, it would do much qood for her and where do I qo from here on? Only time would be my answer.. (Haiish.. Nothinq.. NOTHING!! Gets better =( )I asked myself: Maybe I'm the worst human beinq ever on this planet. Maybe I'm some sort of devil or just a plain abnormal stupid dumbass. I really don't know for now.. I'm so lost..

8th June 2008

2008-06-08T09:55:00.003+08:00

Back to bloqqinq after 2 days or so, well thinqs aren't vivid now in auditionSEA, i just lost my Audi mei yesterday (Don't wish to see her anymore I quess.) I mean, it's just really stupid. (I would rather not say it =x). Never mind about that, it's the least of my worries for the moment.

So.. Oh yes! I went to the "Qian Hu Fish Farm" at Choa Chu Kanq yesterday, not to mention that it was raininq cats and doqs there i supppose.. So I went there because of this "Spa Fish" treatment, supposinqly to be qood but don't see any effects yet.. So here are the pics of the fishes nibblinq on my feet for the dead skin they craved for.

Went to Orchard Takashimaya after that, really didn't do anythinq much but just walk around (To say, I did bouqht some stationary =x). Super crowded because of a sale qoinq on ermm.. i quess i did feel quilty after when i let my mum the wronq way home and ended up in Choa Chu Kanq from Orchard to Clementi and to there like that (Close to Johor!) But at least we found the way back thouqh.. To be continued.

It was ticklish at first, but after awhile well, not so ticklish.

What if it was pirahnas (Don noe hw 2 spell) instead of the spa fish? Ohh I can't imaqine that!

The Opinions, "School, a waste of time qoinq back durinq the holidays?'

2008-06-08T09:31:00.003+08:00

Back with the answer to that thouqht; Answer is.. : "Its Sure A Waste Of Precious Time!"
Why? For sure I really don't see a reason to qo back to school durinq the holidays. But what does holiday mean? Holidays means a time for enjoyment, fun, qet-toqetherness (Friends and Family), a time for relaxtion and a peace of mind.

For sure this June Holiday Proqramme has certainly destroyed the meaninq of "Holidays", I would really think qoinq back to school is just a waste of precious and free time for 9 days, so what if the teachers are sacrificinq their holidays for us? (Not as thouqh they CARED!) They reall aren't obliqed to come back wad.(Not as thouqh we beqqed or pleaded them to come back or whatsoever.) Of course, it's NOT our fault that they have to come back.

After all, 2 weeks of holidays have flew by in a flash where WE, teenaqers could have used the time instead of qoinq back to school but into doinq other more pleasant and pleasure thinqs like, qoinq on outinqs, qet-toqetherness, catchinq a movie, sleepinq, computer and doinq our own favourable thinqs etc.

BUT where did our time for the first two weeks of the holidays went to? SCHOOL! Oh yes for sure its as thouqh they still aren't satisfied in torturinq our tired brains from the chinese 'O' lvl and the intensive lessons RIGHT after the mid-year! Haven't they "killed" us enouqh yet?

I really don't see any usefulness and practicality in cominq back for the June Holiday Proqramme. After all, we could sit at home and doinq self-study in a air-conditioned, quiet environment unlike a classroom. For me, it's just 9 days of BORING revision and the rest are still catchinq up with the syllabus.

It's simply just unreasonable for the school to even bother my parents for callinq them up when they are sweatinq bullets in the office, just to tell them I was late, 1 TIME and they just made Mount Everest out of a crab Hole! (Just to let you know how this school sucks REAL time.)

And if you look it from another perspective, the "pros" may find cominq back to school more "Enrichinq", "meaninqful", "a qood sense of learninq", "Practical", "Useful".
Of course for the "Noobs", may find this "Useless", "Waste of Free time", "Impratical", "No sense of purpose", "Meaninqless", "What for qo back?", "Draininq", and I see myself to be honest, in that cateqory. :P

6th June 2008

2008-06-06T13:25:00.004+08:00

Chem test was.. oh well.. not bad at least i still manaqed to pass it thouqh. Can't believe this, the crazy STU (Singapore Teacher's Union) or bla bla bla have been torturinq me and my friends with all this stupid seminars man.. quess what? To make thinqs worst, we have to travel to marina boulevard ON OUR OWN!

Today's last (Good qrief!) seminar was at the qrassroots' Club (Think they should call it qrasshopper's Club =x) at yio chu kanq, didn't have to travel really much, only before that i had to take a bus from my school bus stop to derhh mrt like that. And i had to take the damn train home back aqain how i came.

Well finally today was the last day I need to be in my uniform, went to the chem lab today, did some experiment on ferman..fermentatinq or don't know la somethinq like that (It's some sort of turninq glucose to ethanol by some sort of distillation maybe?). Didn't really do much in school, qot 6/12 for my chem test.. And another BIG one next month, the mock II exam.. (Great my pile of holiday assiqnments and tasks have just rose to the summit of mount everest ==)

It's only 2 damn weeks i had to qo back to school and they shove a LOAD of papers and homework as thouqh it's like 5 months work altoqether jumbled up!

Maybe parents do have a point in voicinq out their thouqhts on "Why must my child (Pro or Noob) need to qo back to school for?" Answer: It's simply a waste of time. You know la, I have thouqht, IS IT WORTH IT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL FOR 2 WEEKS? ANY USEFULNESS GAINED FROM SACRIFICING MY PLAY AND FREE TIME?" To be continued with my answer to that thouqht =x

4th June 2008

2008-06-04T23:57:00.002+08:00

okayys i'm back aqain, :D well audi was kinda fun i quess, not to mentioned that a fucker asked me to qo and fuck my own basket. (Sure he has his own basket!) anywaees never mind ab0ut that baka (japanese for idiot). Other than that everythinq in audi was kinda okayys bahhs. Sad my fren quitted audi today for some reason.. but hey, i should be quittinq soon should I? Mayybe humms.. kind of tired now, will continue to talk more ab0ut audi tomorrow after school bahhs. Not to mention that I have to qo back to school tomorrow aqain, siqhs.. Chemistry for 1st lesson (Oh wells! :DD)

Siqninq off at 12.00am, 5th June.

4th June 2008

2008-06-04T16:49:00.002+08:00

*Stressed! Finally 2 more days to qo before i can really relaxed for my last 2 weeks of the holidays. Well the holiday proqramme left us with more and more assiqnments to do. Especially literature.. read and understand 4 stories. qreat and those stories are what i hate the most LOR! Today was kinda okayy just that i reached school about 8.24am. First we had enqlish at the AVA room.. practicinq on oral and all that kind of stuff (Borinq!!*). Afterwards we had POA.. And quess what our Workload wasn't made any better for us. 8 questions to do for the 2 weeks of our holiday.. Guess more and more work is qonna come crawlinq to us tomorrow and friday.. Really can't wait for saturday to come (THE DAY HAS CAME!!*) Well after my last lesson i stayed for about 25 minutes in school for counsellinq by my teacher (Seems that she is kinda concerned?*), after that i felt very melancholic and sorrowful as thouqh my heart was liftinq a pile of concrete bricks.. Kinda depressinq after what has happened, just wish i could forqet about it thouqh. (*I don't have much time left.. Better act quick!). I'll pause here, will continue more later onwards.

1st June 2008

2008-06-01T23:24:00.002+08:00

well i did say i will be back :D. ya noe, i cant believe i got to go to school tomorrow -.- looks like i don't have any other choice thouqh... haiish.. todae didnt do really much, except that i just went to orchard to do some so-called shoppinq thouqhs. ok im bored now.. guess i will be qoinq to sleep now. tomorrow.. haiish sch sch sch all morninq -.-||

1st June 2008

2008-06-01T11:20:00.002+08:00

The new month has arrived FINALLY! May was qettinq abit borinq. Well lookinq forward to my birthday on the 19th :D, who's qonna celebrate with me i don't really know thouqh. Oh well, 22 days left on my holiday calendar. With 5 days needinq to qo back to school (Arqqq!!). It's the same old borinq old routine everyday, quess I have to live with it thouqh :P. LOL i just woke up >< feelinq abit sleepy.. I really don't wish to qo tomorrow for the remedial (I just wish..) okays i don't really have much to say now. Siqninq off now, will be back to bloqqinq later :D

30th May 2008

2008-05-30T22:05:00.002+08:00

I'm Back to blogging! Finally after like around 4 months nvr bloq liaos.. haiish stupid mid-year exam n de chinese 'o' lvl kept me damn busy for quite awhile. Lol since i have nothing better else to do i might as well just qo back to bloqqinq aqains bahhs *. nothing much to tok abt, only that nw we hv to go back to school for remedial until next friday -.-. damn i overslept todae.. nvr qo 4 de remedial thouqh.. guess im qonna hv 2 qo 4 de next 1 den..
kayys nth much to blog nw.. will continue tomorrow.. (:

=== BLOG SHUT DOWN AT 10.07PM, 30th May 2008 ===

12th March 2008

2008-03-12T15:21:00.002+08:00

YOSHH~!! finally resurfaced since nvr blog 4 2 months liaox.. kinda boring ya noe n i just wanna update since i hv nth better else ta do, kays nth really much todae, except still gt de auditioncraze.. gonna quit on 30th april though.. man its 3 n de damn audi sever is down 4 sum sort of urgernt check dis dat lor.. sianz lo.. after all 2hrs is kinda nth much really, guess i gtg 2 do my homework, haiish todae pon remedial didnt wanna feel like going, nth much during de CNY period last month, will elaborate more on dat tmrw though
kays gort ta cia0.. com is nvr gd if spend dere 2 long liaox ><

CIAO~ XP

12th January 2007

2008-01-11T23:46:00.002+08:00

last blogged 10days ago, im back again after 10days of schl torture (nt really ><), cant believe dis year is soooo STRESSFUL! even if its 10DAYS AT SCHL! homework pile as high as everest.. OHH CHRIST SOOOOO STRESSED!! oh well todae went outing 2 woodlands around sembawang, go dere walk n i cant believe its MORE better den bugis, so cheap!!! can go do my shopping dere liaox haha! oh yahx we suppose 2 go 4 de shopping at bugis bt den we ended up at safra's pool rm.. postponed 2 next friday lorxx!! i try 2 blog as recently as i can as im busy frm monday onwards!! I HAVE QUITTED AUDI SINCE 14TH JANUARY 2008!! bt i do come on in audi when i sianzz lorxx!
siao 12am i gtg liaox ==" wait i get it frm my parents. "stay up late!"
~CIAOXX FOR NOW!!!

safra's all so called pool table rm, went wif my friends 2 play pool while our bugis shopping outing has been postponed 2 next friday!~~

our "O" lvl maths so called "study group", man cant believe im in de E group... NVM!

LOL! de commontion behind during our so call free PERIOD!!! (not to mentioned dat i was slacking around!)

on the bus towards de woodlands area i think >< bus859

2nd January 2008

2008-01-02T19:24:00.000+08:00

FIRST DAY BACK!! well, things were better den last year's first day, at least next wed onwards can go schl at 9aM!!! bt den tmrw having a english exam... hope i pass tmrw!!^^ bt 4 sure i hope i can get into the band i want (BAND 1!!), me can pray hope dat i can get into de BAND i wanted! WAKAKAKAKAKA! BLOGGING LATER! BRB=D

1st January 2008

2008-01-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

Another year has come again, it really flies fast doesnt it? well, going back to schl tmrw, at least it wont be so boring unlike at home though.. oh wells, who knows wad will happen at schl tmrw, either gd hopefully, well i didnt do much today though, really boring except playing audi 4 de whole time, im signing off nw, going 2 sleep alradi worxx..
TATA~~ ALL!!

28th December 2007

2007-12-28T13:49:00.000+08:00

HIIE ALL!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG IM SO ER.. HW 2 SAY, BORED!!! yah dats wad, im bored!!anyways me really cant wait 4 schl 2 reopen, 4 more days left n i really cant wait!!!im just updating 4 de fun of iit >> ??? oh gratz i gtg, be updating ltr............
BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

20th December 2007

2007-12-21T01:35:00.000+08:00

hiie all, im just updating my blog 4 de fun of it... so sianzz cant wait 4 schl 2 reopen.. well i gtg liao..
byes!^^

17th December 2007

2007-12-17T23:54:00.000+08:00

(Korean And Japanese Translations Will Be Updated Tomorrow=D)
yawn* sry dat i didnt blog 4 de past few days, abit tired somehow or de other.. okays as i was saying, day 2 of de chalet was kinda abit fun.. de guys n de gals went 2 de wild wild wet n escape, only me n my other friends didnt go, we all go walk walk,, i nvr feel like going 2 de rides aso.. abit sianzz, after dat we all hang around my ps2, guess gt addicted liao haas.. dats all 4 day 2 n day 3 well nothing much, check-out at 10.30 n i just went straight home.. dats all!! okays, abit tired, signing off nw.. cyas~

byes all!!~

Another Day By The Broken Window, 부서지는 창에 의하여 다른 일, 壊れた窓による別の日, 14th December 2007

2007-12-14T12:14:00.000+08:00

높은, 나는 정당하 나의 일기를 새롭게 한, 나는 당에 제 2 일에 관하여 늦게. 지금 다만it~지금 가는 과수원의 재미를 위해 나의 일기를 안으로 새롭게 해 나에 잠깐 말하고 있을 것이다. 떨어져 빨리 서명해 이렇게 나. =D지아오!

高い、私は公正であり私の日記を更新する、私は党で第2 日について。今ちょうどit‾ の今行く果樹園の楽しみのための私の日記を更新している私にしばらく後で言う。すぐに署名しているそう私。= D

hiie, im just updating my blog, i will be telling abt de 2nd day at de chalet later.. nw i just updating my blog 4 de fun of it~ nw going orchard in awhile.. so i signing off soon.. =D
ciao!

13th December 2007

2007-12-13T16:42:00.000+08:00

시작을 여기 시킨다! 일어난 것이 당에 나가, 우리가 체크인한 승인 말할텐데 것 을 나는 약속해,과 그때 늦춰 주변에 모두가 당에 올 전에, 우리는 확실히 그러나 이와 반대로 어제 내년 11월에... 가고 있을텐데 그러나 이와 반대로 나는 뒤집어 놓은 그러나. 좋지 않았다 나 쓰지 않을텐데 순전히 취소되었다 것 을 나는 나의 휴일에 고 나는 일 2에 행복했다, 나 계속할 내일 것 을 나가 6에 떠나야 할 때 곳에 우리들의 어떤이 텔레비전을 본 첫번째 일에 재미가 있었다, 놀이 역을 놀는 말함, 나 생각했다 잔!

開始をここに許可する! 私は起こったものが党で私が、私達が点検したそれから緩められて、私達は私達の何人かテレビを見た一方では昨日来年11 月に... 行っていたが、一方では私は私しかしひっくり返されなかった。健康そんなに書かない取り消されたが、ことを私は私の休日にでなかったこと私は日2 に幸せ、私明日続くだったことを私が6 時で去らなければならなかったときに最初の日の楽しみをかなり有した承諾述べていることを約束し、皆が党に来た前に、演劇の場所をする話すこと私考えた眠る!

Lets start here! I did promised i would talk about what happened at the party, okays we checked in and then slacked around before everyone came to the party, we did have quite fun on the first day where some of us watched television, sleeping, talking, playing the play station, when i had to leave at 6, i thought i was happy that i would be going to my holiday but then yesterday it was cancelled to next year november... but then i wasn't upset though.. well i wouldn't write so much, I will continue on day 2 tomorrow!

12th December 2007

2007-12-12T14:59:00.000+08:00

안녕 사람 나는 찰얻에서!돌아온다, 진짜로 이렇게 재미 이었을텐데 것 을 나가 결코 있있지 않은 재미n이었다! 그림 이미 할말은 찰얻 얼마쯤 재미 이었다! 그러나 나는 그것을 그러나 놓칠 것이다, 그러나 이와 반대로 희망이 있 우리의 종류 찰얻은 내년에 그것 조차 더 나을 것이다 그때 올해에, 이었다 그래서 나의 친구와 d어 찰얻에 교제할 것이다 재미, 적어도 나는 느끼지 않았다 그래서 찰얻.에 고독한. 잘, 많은 사람은 위로there..i의 주위에 우리들의15에 관하여 찰얻을 위해 돌아 이야기할 것이다 찰얻에 관하여 이야기를 더 내일 일으키는 원인이 된다 나를 간것을 얻었다!

こんにちは人々私は党から! もどって来る、それは実際に楽しみであり、それが楽しみそうであろうことを私は決して知らなかった! 映像の既に発言は党ちょっと楽しみだった! しかし私はそれをしかし逃すが、一方ではうまく行けば私達のクラス党は来年よりよいそして今年、良くそれのようだった従って私の友人が付いている党で時を過ごすべき楽しみ少なくとも私は感じなかった従って党で孤独。よく、多くの人々はその辺に私達の15 についての党のために回されて、私は党についてのより多くの物語を明日もたらす私を行くことを得た言う!

Hiie ppl im back frm de chalet!, it really was fun n i never knew it would hv been so fun! de pics alradi say de chalet was kinda fun! bt i will miss it though, bt den hopefully our class chalet next year will be even better den dis year,, ok like it was so fun 2 hang out at de chalet wif my friends, at least i didnt feel so lonely at de chalet.. well, alot of ppl did turned up 4 de chalet abt 15 of us around dere..i will tell more stories abt de chalet tmrw cause i gtg!
ciao^^

Well, dis is our chalet.. man de room is really in a mess bt we didnt care so much, we just hv our fun!!잘, 이것은 나가. 그러나 우리가 순전히, 우리 다만 있는 우리의 자신의 재미를 걱정하지 않은 까 방이 혼잡안에 진짜로 있는 남자 자는 곳에 이다!!, よく、これは私が人。部屋によってが混乱に実際にあるが、私達が、私達ちょうど過す私達の自身の楽しい時を! そんなに気遣わなかった眠るところである!

dey hv alradi gt addicted 2 it in a flash haven't dey?그들은 이미 그것에 탐닉하 즉시 있지 않는다 그들을 얻었다?, それらは既にそれに常習しているすぐ持っていないなってしまったか。

TIGER OR TIGGER? i kinda forgot which is which though.. bt den its kinda cute rather den de eeyore! LOL!이름이 철자되는 까 라고 잘의 오하이오, 나는, 그러나 이와 반대로 결코 꺼리기 위하여, 나 할 수 있지 않았다 부주의한 모르지 않는다!, よのオハイオ州、私は名前がいかに綴られるが、一方では決して気にするために、私できなかった不注意か知らない!

de early morning rises wif our friends still in dreamland!!새벽은 꿈나라안에 우리의 친구와 아직도 상승한다!!, 早朝は夢の国の私達の友人と! まだ上がる!

well, dey hv gone crazy over de PS2 I brought over 2 de chalet!!^^ only de guys hv gone mad over "need for speed:underground" n dat so called wrestling game thingy!!Violent!!

de 3rd day, everyone still sleeping away even though de sun has shine upon de window
태양에는 창에 빛이 있어도 비록 제 3 일, 멀리 자는 모두 아직도, 太陽に窓に輝やきがあるのに第3 日、眠る皆まだ

My PIC!!! omg i think i look like some kind of nice guy(maybe?)^^ dats me, my pic!=D (ohwell.. my hair color didn't show.. bt still my hair is dyed^^), 나의 그림!!! 오하이오 나는 좋은 사람, 저것의 어떤 이다 나 의 나의 그림 본다 것 을 나가 생각하는 나의 신! 오하이오 우물. 나의 머리 색깔은 보이지 않았다. 그러나 아직도 나의 머리는 염색된다!, 私の映像!!! オハイオ州私はある種の良い人、それのようにである私の私の映像見えることを私が考える私の神! オハイオ州の井戸。私の毛色は示さなかったが。まだ私の毛は染まる!

GTA!! my favourite game.. kind of.. hehe, im nt playing btw, im just snapping de pics!^^자동차 절도!! 나의 마음에 드는 것 게임. 종류의, 나는 그런데, 나 다만 찍고 있다 사진을 있있지 않다! 重窃盗自動車!! 私の好みのゲームの。種類の、私は、私ちょうどとっている写真をところで遊んでいない!

need for speed... de game some of de guys r addicted 2.. LOL!!, 속도를 위해 필요는... 게임 녀석의 어떤 탐닉한다에., 速度のための必要性は... ゲーム人の何人か常習しているに。

2nd day pics!! well, dere r my friends fooling around!!^^ lol!!, 제 2 일 그림!! 잘, 주변에 바보짓을 해 나의 친구 있는다!!, 第2 日映像!! よく、だましている私の友人が! ある!

10th December 2007

2007-12-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

종류 당의 첫번째 일!! 나가 후에 일찌기 대략 6 시 가야 하기 때문에 나는 오랫동안을 위해 체재하지 않았다!! 그러나 적어도 나는 당에 넘어서 내일 체재하고 있다. 거기서 택시로반드시 12 시에 가고 있다!! 너가 나에게 물으면 확실히 지루한!! 첫번째 일에서 모든 그림 이는 우물, 제 2 일 및 제 3 의 일 그림은 내일 올려주기할 것이다!!

クラス党の最初の日!! 私は長くのために私が! 早く行かなければならない約6 時のでとどまらなかった! しかし少なくとも私は党に明日とどまっている。そこにタクシーによってすべての平均によって12 時に! 行っている! 私に! 尋ねればかなり厄介! 最初の日からの映像すべてである井戸、第2 日および第3 日映像は! 明日アップロードされる!

de first dae of de class chalet!! i didn't stay 4 long cause i hv 2 go back early abt 6pm!! bt at least i'm staying over at de chalet tmrw.. be going there at 12pm by all means of de slow train!! quite tiring if u wanna ask me!! well dats all de pics frm de first dae, second dae n third dae pics will be uploaded on wed!!

eeyore!! kinda cute somehow^^

de 3 psp, mine is de white one, kok hoong de blue one(de only SLIM!! lol), qi bin de black one!

everyone slacking away! kok hoong, qi bin n de others in de pic!!, 멀리 늦추는 모두! 그림안에 모든 나의 다른 친구!!, 緩む皆! 映像のすべての私の他の友人!!

my music player, i was kinda bored so i listen 2 it!, 나의 음악 플레이어, 나는 얼마쯤 도려냈다 그래서 나는 그것을 들었다!, 私の音楽プレーヤー、私はちょっとうんざりした従って私はそれを聞いた!

dis pic taken frm de cab on de way 2 de chalet! a rainy afternoon!*sians!, 이 사진은 방법에 택시에게서 찰얻에게 찍었다! 비가 오는 오후! 도려냄!, この映像は方法のタクシーから党に持って行った! 雨の午後! 退屈すること!

everyone watching tv having fun! me also watching also!, 모두 재미를 있는 보는 텔레비젼! 또한 봐 나 또한!, 皆楽しい時を過す監視テレビ! また見ている私また!

our class chalet room! big isn't it?, 우리의 종류 당 방! 크지 않는가 그것은?, 私達のクラス党部屋! 大きくないそれはか?

9th December 2007

2007-12-09T15:26:00.000+08:00

나는 이다 그래서 지독한 기쁜 종류 찰얻 내일 이다. 나는 진짜로 종류 찰얻을 기다릴 그것에 진짜로 앞으로 보고 있다! 잘의 도심지 동쪽에, 찰얻 있는다 곳에 이렇게 둔했던 보링 이던 많은 재미 달리 작년 이기 위하여 가고 있다 그리고 오하이오는 흥분하는의 종류같이, 나의 종류의 반에 관하여 찰얻에 또한 있기 위하여 가고 있다, 나 이다 찰얻, 나의 다른 친구의 어떤에 있기 위하여 가고 있다. 오하이오는, 나 떨어져 지금. 나를 서명하기 위하여 가고 있다 쓰고 있을 것이다 다시 진짜를 빨리 솟아나온다! 너를 다시 만나십시요!!

私はある従っていまいましい嬉しいクラス党明日である。私は実際にクラス党を待つことができないし、それに実際に先に見ている! 都心の東に、党あるそれはとても鈍く、ボーリングだったのは多くの楽しみの同じでない去年であることを行って、よのオハイオ州は種類の興奮するのよう、私のクラスの半分について党であることをまた行っている私である党、私の他の友人の何人かであることを行っている。オハイオ州は、私今。私に署名する行っているやがて再度書く実質を湧き出る! ! また会おう!

i am so damn glad the class chalet is tomorrow.. i really can't wait for the class chalet and i am really looking forward to it! It's going to be a lot of fun unlike last year where it was so dull and boring, the party is at downtown east and oh well, about half of my class is going to be at the party, some of my other friends are going to be at the chalet also, i am like kind of excited.. oh wells, i am going to sign off now.. i will be writing again real soon!
ciao for nw..

8th December 2007

2007-12-08T20:29:00.000+08:00

chalet countdown 1 days away!!! I really hope dat dis will be our class chalet!!! t i better nt forget 2 charge my psp, wait i go dere no battery can go die sia~!! LOL! btw de chalet rm number is 1631 just 2 let all de ppl who r going 2 de chalet noe wat's going 2 happen.. well think i'll stop here 4 nw.. really nothing much 2 talk anyways!
ciao 4 nw...=D

8th December 2007

2007-12-08T00:43:00.000+08:00

hiie!! im so glad de chalet is 2 days away n i cant hardly wait!! its gonna be better den last year's chalet.. well, next monday is de event n really im looking forward 2 it!!!=D
really didn't do much todae.. looks like i will sign off blogging!^^
ciao 4 nows!!!

7th December 2007

2007-12-07T01:37:00.000+08:00

hiie ppl! im currently dying frm boredom.. audi cant cure my boredom enough!! anyone who can help me cure my boredom feel free 2 tag my blog!!! i cant upload de Audi pics n forgot 2 take pics 4 kok hoongs birthdae outing!!! sry PSPS!!! btw i gtg.. updating later...
ciao 4 nw!!!

6th December 2007

2007-12-06T00:42:00.000+08:00

lol! just wan 2 sae happy birthdae 2 u kok hoong!=D happy 16th birthdae 2 u!! yahs im going out wif him tmrw n hope 2 make his birthae a memorial one, going out to watch the golden compass later.. hopefully that show is nice!!=D, Yahs im nw blogging at 12:49Am really kinda later 4 me so looks like im gonna update de rest of de audition pics n de outing pics later!! o0ps gtg!
ciao 4 nw n happy birthdae!!=D(you think im kinda crazy?)

5th December 2007

2007-12-05T13:32:00.000+08:00

hiie!=D i just wanna wish kok hoong a happy birthday in advance first LOL! well, todae went to his hse to slack!! OMG I was like so bored at home so i decided 2 come here.. his com cannot play audi.. sians bt nvm at least can play PSP at his hse.. nt so boring.. o0ps gtg, be blogging later maybes!
ciao 4 nw..(maybe?)=D

4th December 2007

2007-12-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

todae was kinda of a sad day for me.. I won't be seeing my best Audi gal friend for a long time=(.. We've been playing, enjoying happy moments on Audition n now, she's gone... dunno when she wil be back.. ='(.. really a sad day, hope to c her again..
i dun hv anything 2 blog 4 todae.. sad day for me!!!! AHHHH!!=(
uploading Audi pics tmrw.. nt todae
todae, I will survive for another tomorrow.....
Ciao for nw..=X

3rd December 2007

2007-12-04T01:03:00.000+08:00

been playing Audi 4 1 week liao.. met alot of gals online, met very few guys online..*yawn Audi rawks man! really addicted 2 it bt den cause i really <333 Audi so den no choice lor^^ todae went friend hse.. he really rich 1 lor, envious=D only 4 de $$(money-faced fool!) btw santa claus part 2 version 2 be released in 6 days b4 de chalet.. dis holidae really getting boring.. bt den think can be better!!^^
ciao 4 nw..=D Audi pics will be upload on my blog tmrw..

My Audi Couple.. Chio^^ maybe? LOL just become couple todae!!=D

LOL my Audi Character... Like gal like tht^^

1st December 2007

2007-12-01T00:28:00.000+08:00

Hi back again.. LOL I hv alradi gone crazy n addicted 2 audition=D, man would I ever live dis down.. Well i do like n <3 audition though i played 4 onli five days.. bt heys i really hv nothing 2 sae abt de fucking blogger upload.. Damn can't upload de damn fucking photos=.=" nvm at least de ones i manage 2 upload r least better than nothing, lots of ppl sae i hv gone crazy wif audition bt least im a "auditionaddict" LOLS haha.. Man i wil be uploading de pics 4 audition tmrw.. well im done blogging, back 2 blogging tmrw..
Ciao 4 nw=D, though i hv changed my blog, bt stil nothing has changed though=) byes!

29th November 2007

2007-11-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

2 be continued tmrw.. paiseh sorry=D! photos will be uploaded by 30NOV latest

LOL! photos frm nz available for viewing, enjoy de pics!=D

8th November 2007

2007-11-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

fine; guess what? i quitted today! yahs maybe i wasnt too happy working in the job bt yeahs at least i earn abt close to 100 around there.. DAmn stressful, I like, clean all 40 tables abt 4 times, clear the tables 15 times, sweep de floor, serve de food, etc... stressful man!! =) Anyways; wanna buy a psp slim next week, hopefully I hv enough $$ by then.. Oh wells, feeling sort of sad today for some reason, I just feel pathetic with myself sometimes.. hopefully I know wad my probs is b4 then.. Bt anyhows, wanna confirm de chalet thingy, DEC 10-12 de dates.. Just tag me if u think de dates r nt appropiate 2 ur schedules then...
Well GTG!! Bloggin' tmrw maybes
Ciao for now... :P :D :O

De restaurant logo I think only bahs....

Where I work!!! As a waiter.. lols

6th November 2007

2007-11-06T20:26:00.000+08:00

Yahs.. finally gt a job as a waiter.. yahs though i was really excited abt it, i dun find it much fun working as one, bt anyways de pay nt so bad, $5 an hour n cant u believe it?? i work frm 11am-10pm everyday, dun i at least gt a break lol?? bt then never mind lor, wad 2 do, is de $$ tht i really need.. Hopefully I will be able 2 blog though im working lol.. Haixx
there will be photos on my work days (hopefully i will be able 2 post=))
oh wells, time 2 sleep nw; hopefully can blog again, 4 sure i will miss my friends lol
Ciao for now... :P :D :O

4th November 2007

2007-11-04T21:47:00.000+08:00

yawns back to bloggin'; never blog for 3 days now so i wanna say a few things before i end for the day.. man this holidays are damn boring, hw wish i can do something during the hloidays so it wont be so like (i mean) boring.. Oh well, guess there are better days ahead tht i should look forward too.. well, thts all i hv to say, although not much bt santa claus part 2 coming soon..
Ciao for now..